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Victoria Edwards Jan 2019
this is a risk
for I’ve been discovered
In a world of anonymity
My tracks were not covered

I fear I may have said it out loud
To the wind, which carried it fast
I may have given it a bit of fuel
so the journey it would last

Fine, I confess! I threw it to the winds
I knew what would come of it
But I’ll put on a face and gasp and cry
When the words take their hit

No I’m not fake, and this is not me
But I think perhaps it is
I know what I’m doing, I’m no fool
Sanity I do not miss.
After I caught myself saying something just to stoke a fire, and to intrigue people and quickly denied doing so, I decided to make this poem to explore what I was doing.
Victoria Edwards Jan 2019
was a story I read
When I was young and glittering
Four steps ahead

That book started my love
For the night sky
With foggy breath on my window
I open my eyes wide

The bright lights, city lights
Red lights from cars
Target lights across water
Shining from afar

When I was a child
It was the boats
The dim bathroom glow
Across the field, mild

No matter how far I go
Every night, without fail
I know the moon and lights are there
And they each tell a tale

So I lay my head to rest
Goodnight, Moon
While nostalgia takes over
I’ll see you soon
When I was younger, my mom read this book to me almost every night. It was my favorite book. The idea of that bright, beautiful light in the sky looking down at me and wishing me goodnight was a wonderful fantasy, one I loved. As it nears midnight where I am, I decided to write a poem about a lost childhood love.
Victoria Edwards Jan 2019
right now:
I'm on the floor

right now:
My eyes are heavy and tired

right now:
Sleep seems distant

right now:
I feel nostalgic

right now:
Emotions overtake me

right now:
I feel alone

right now:
I know I'm not alone

right now:
But sometimes it feels that way

Especially right now
Victoria Edwards Jan 2019
quite a melancholy song this is
the life that we live
but our saviors are
others

nostalgia comes stronger
with someone else
looking at the stars
wondering afar

the broken moments are those
i remember
the street lamp that flickered
i remember

we sense emotions and
there's no limit
to how much we share
and what's in it

the more times you shatter
the better you rise
when you finally fall
well, everyone dies

we're stuck in a cycle
but our energy stays
a childlike hope
the endless days

it's late right now
through my window a wonder
of stars i see
i'll sit and ponder

i think i feel the emotion
of every person
and it hurts but it feels
incredible

it feels. it feels.
we need to feel
where else would we be
without a heart to steal

no one so sad as
the person who doesn't know
how to be happy
how to glow

a stream of consciousness
is the best form i write
i'll share my love
and with that, goodnight
i finished watching The End of the F***ing World on Netflix and I used the last sentence of season one to inspire this poem. Or, as I like to call it, a stream of consciousness.

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