Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
ZT Nov 2016
about my anxiety
is it real or is it me
trying to find a way out of reality
trying to escape the problems haunting me

am I really sick in the mind
or is it just me claiming to be?

Sometimes I wonder
Even if I know the answer
Why can't I bother
To do, To act out that answer


What scares me is me
What I am claiming to be
or is it
that all along
what I am claiming to be
is actually me?

please answer me
randomness at its peak
  Nov 2016 ZT
Ja
I stared out the window
My brain, completely disengaged
No thoughts, no emotions
But a war was being waged

I could not move or even think
Stood lifeless, as I gazed
But, inside my brain
This awful darkness blazed

Outside the window, light
It seemed so warm and pure
Still, inside my head
A madness did me lure

I could not raise my voice
Could not, say a word
That evil’s lock on me
Seemed to be assured

But then an angel’s voice
So sweetly to me said
Come with me my dear
And let us go to bed
BOEMS BY JA 583      
FOR MY WIFE
ZT Nov 2016
I lost my voice to hear the music
This is what they say, back to basic
Or am I just actually sick?
I lost my voice, now all that is left is the music.
ZT Nov 2016
I was loved but never cared for
I was adored but never maintained by
I was touched but never really played

And when his love has moved on to another
What once was adored, now left in the corner
Can I ever play a melody, how I wonder
ZT Nov 2016
The River*  *was calm
The Water was deep
what you didn't see was
**The Thousand Rocks underneath
A lot of times when the surface wont match whats under, but you'll never discover because it was clouded by thousands of layers
ZT Nov 2016
Choosing me
means embracing death
for
A single moment with me
is a thousand steps closer to your death


and yet
Su, he chose to embrace me
he choose death

and what saddens me
is that

What was a lifetime for him
was just but a moment for me
This poem was inspired by the webtoon called "seasons of su". It is a story of a woman that picked up a baby. But this baby was not ordinary since he grows so fast. The baby's name was Su
ZT Nov 2016
I do not want to write a poem about regret
Instead, I want to treasure what is left
From the moments we once spent
From the time that we met
'till the time when your sun has set
I will never regret
and I will never forget
Next page