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  Sep 2016 ZT
MarcellinaGrace
People change. Pain changes people.

Trusting less, no more that of a bee not to sting once you let him sit upon your skin. A sting of a thousand stings your words can hurt. Just as much as no words spoken can overthink. What if they loved me like they used to? Would my heart feel full again? So full of a mothers’ belly of a grown child. Love me again like so. So I don’t feel hurt by those words you speak and overthink by the words you don’t.

Overthink by the words I can’t say. Alone in my head like a madman in a padded room wrapped in rough threads; no room to flail. Only to hold myself; hug myself; love myself more. To keep my words for they are sacred as my heart.

Shut Out. There will be no need for others in this space, for I am the keeper of my room. Don’t let anyone bother with the things in this room, no one understands these things, they will only use them. Feelings, heart and beautiful mind. Keep my door locked please, My heart is so tired; tired of fighting.
ZT Aug 2016
Peace shouldn't be kept
But spread

Those monsters
Hiding behind their carefully ironed suits
They hold peace in their hands
Peace chained by their greed
Their so called peace
That could only be enjoyed by the few
That survived the war
On the right side of the border

But is that really peace?

When on the other side
The side that lost

A child is crying
Because his father is missing
His mother is dying
His sister is itching
Because of a disease that was spreading
From the rotten bodies
That laid across their country
The country that lost
In the war called
Peace keeping

Why must peace be kept
Those monsters keep strangling peace in their hands

Peace shouldn't be kept
But spread
Let's pray for the people who are victims of the so called "peace keeping" war

Just a thought
Large forces are fighting because they think they are the ones who should rightfully rule,
Politicians, kings, presidents, businessmen they all think they are better than others, more rightful to be in top, to rule than others thus they fight


But at the end of the day
The victims of they war for power
Are the common people
Us common people

Please pray for everyone
ZT Jul 2016
His existence was like that for me
He killed the heroine's father
He snatched the throne form its rightful owner
He ordered to **** the girl that loved him

But even after all that
He was someone I could not hate
I couldn't bring myself to be angry at him

Instead I pitied him
He was looking much further ahead
That he did notsee the misery that surrounded him

He thought he could make everything better
By getting his hands *****
Covered by blood
He thought he'd done something for the kingdom

But
He was alone
His friend betrayed him
To save the princess

The only people he cherished
Left him for the princess

He is an enemy
My enemy
For Iam the heroine
I am the princess

He is my enemy
But I could not hate him
For I am the girl
That loves him
Inspired by the anime the girl standing at the blush of dawn
ZT Jul 2016
Guilt*
It consumes me

I fornicated with sin
That bore fruit
To A child called Guilt

In my stomach it grows
It consumes me
Slowly
Ever so slowly
Eating a piece of me

I tried to erase
The evidence of sin

Five months
It took five months
To cut it open
Sliced through flesh
Amidst the blood that drowned
Guilt was out in the open

Guilt with crying
Trying to understand what was happening
An entire new world was before him

I thought I could erase it
The evidence of sin

But guilt was smiling on me
I could not dare bury

My guilt

I could not

So I decided
To forever live with *
Guilt
How would life be like Living with Guilt? I believe that it is imporant to forgive others and more important to learn to forgive yourself. Dont let yourself be consumed by guilt.
ZT Jul 2016
Peace minus one
Is no peace at all

For peace for everyone except one
Is not peace at all

That kind of peace
Is nothing but a delusion
For people who want to
Live in that illusion
That peace can be kept
Even if not everyone is in unison

Open your eyes and see
That the real world is not perfect as you thought it would be

People are dying
Children are crying
While
Polit^cians are eating
The fruits of their farming
The kind of farming
Called peace keeping

They fight
In the name of peace
They conquer
For the promise of a better future
A peaceful world

If we continue the fight called peace keeping
Then we would attain peace
Coz there be none left to fight

No one will survive
The peace keeping fight

For peace can never be achieved
For peace would always be
Peace minus one

Unless
There would be no one.
ZT Jul 2016
When everyone's asleep

I rise
the real me, that was bounded
Chained by that girls lies

When she sleeps
I awaken
The real me
that she had taken
ZT Jul 2016
I wont hate you

Don't get me wrong,
it's not 'coz I like you

I wont hate you
'coz I want to forget you
I want to be set free
by the chains that bounded me

You can no longer hold me back
Now, I am back on track

I won't hate you
Because hating you takes time
Your face would then always play on my mind

so I won't hate you
Because I need to forget you
For me to move on from a hurtful past

A past called you

I won't hate you
'Coz I won't even remember you
inspired from a post made by my friend
saying
Hating a person makes the person unforgettable; I'm glad that I don't hate you.
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