My head is full of thoughts
My heart will stay waiting till it rots
It beats for you
Slowly but surely
I wonder how your love would be
Patently I wait holding myself back
I just hope it’s not too late
He broke your heart
Now it’s locked with a gate
How stupid he was
To lose your heart for quick lust
You’re a queen
A beautiful girl that just can’t be unseen
Will I have a chance
Or Shall I forever stay in this love trance

I can’t keep still
Sitting down makes me ill
My sane is gone
My minds on the run
On an endless path
full of pain sorrow and wrath
My sun is gone covered by clouds
A dark journey I take
With a smile on my face
Look closer
You’ll realize it’s fake.

Am I going to be protected today
Is this my last night
Goodbye to this body goodbye to this reality
This still doesn’t make sense to me
Will I finally be free?
And if so what really is free

I sleep early to see you the next day
I really don’t care what my friends say
The time we spent Is amazing
Having laughs, sharing jokes
***** I only see you ones a week
Why did you have to be so unique
How can someone like you have me so weak.

You’re my distraction
When I’m sad
When I’m mad
You’re my distraction
When I want to give up
You’re my distraction
Anything you say, anything you do
Even your cute laugh too
You’re my distraction

I wait here
Softly in my mind
In this prison that doesn’t have a time
Your voice in the backround stuck in rewind
Will I ever be set free from your curse

You fly freely
With no rules
Your wings out like flags
On a windy day
Seeing sights along the way
How does it feel
To have a taste of what’s real