I saw her eyes tear up as she recognized the signs
Trying not to scare us but it's not my first time
Selfish thoughts, what am I going to do
And thoughts of my baby and how she'll pull through
I am so scared I can't even express
Remembering last time and all the stress

The world spins around but I'm left behind
Always from the darkness I find inside
Screaming for help trying to survive
Ending alone my comfort's my mind

I don't want your lies telling me I'm great
You try to appease but its far too late
I am failing, no room for debate
Opinion without action won't help me relate

I take responsibility when things go wrong
Working hard and carrying on
Trying to learn when help is gone
Comfortable lies won't help me be strong

People come when skies are grey
When their problems won't go away
Never accused of a fair weather friend
I'm the one who sticks to the end
But when their stormy skies have cleared
I'm alone, no one comes near

Why am I so easy to forget?
Why is it always not yet?
I always feel left behind
When is it going to be my time?

People come and people go
Wish I knew it was you though
Don't make promises you can't keep
Especially when you're on your feet

People come and people go
Me? I just let 'em roll
But what am I supposed to say
When little eyes look your way

People come and people go
Always leaving me alone
Let us see who is next
To be just like all the rest

Hard to come back from vacation
Realizing he doesn't want your kids
How can I be with this man
Without the whole package I'm just ****
****! We're good together
But it's not just you and me
I could love and be with you forever
But they're more than responsibilities

Always giving and kind I never would have guessed
The reason we don't live together is because kids make a mess
I really want a partner so I don't have to sleep alone
Someone who is closer than a call upon the phone
Before it didn't matter but that's not anymore
Now that we're getting serious I need so much more
If my kids are so annoying you need to move on
This isn't a partnership when each night you're gone

I once went on a vacation
I didn't take any relations
So quiet and nice
Stayed two extra nights
Oh! What a wonderful sensation!

So depressed all I felt was pain
Outside all it did was rain
So I sat and thought
All on my lot
It’s my confidence I need to regain