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Mar 26 · 78
in my mind
Typewriter1 Mar 26
sometimes its really easy to think life is perfect but in reality its hard and at points in your life you feel like you want to give up.
when i was growing up i thought yes i have the hang of this thing called life, but then it all hits me i'm no where near being able to handle life
Mar 10 · 18
thoughts
Typewriter1 Mar 10
sometimes its really hard to think about living a life without any regrets, especially when life is mainly filled with dark emotions
Feb 27 · 28
pain
Typewriter1 Feb 27
through my eyes is a girl in pain, a girl lost in her own thoughts trying to escape, through her eyes are screams and cry ,
lost in a world horrible.... but
she hopes her time will come soon to end her pain.
she knows that some day someone will save her
Feb 27 · 41
her story
Typewriter1 Feb 27
your tearing her apart, but you don't see that do you?
you've been in and out of her life since birth... yet she forgave you, but for what exactly you hated her you blamed her for everything... you said shes the reason why u hate her she feels hurt yet your never around u never bothered to puck up the phone to see  how i was your breaking this kid every time you leave, yet she smiles every time she hears you say ' i love you,  your my daughter i love you so much'
but you still leave your still disappointing her she holds her tears back when you say goodbye....
Feb 4 · 26
2019
Typewriter1 Feb 4
2019 mmm should be a good year i hope...
last month was good nothing to worry about , but this month i don't know what will happen.
my ex texted me last night telling me he wants me back
i'm confused i don't know what to do
i am mentally ready to get hurt
2019 please make this one **** of a year for me
Nov 2018 · 27
2018
Typewriter1 Nov 2018
This past year has taught me a lot, I’m not going to lie it’s been a hard year , been though really hard times losing some amazing people , lost family that meant the world to me, had to learn how to pick myself up after people were done with me , had to fine myself for myself learning I can’t let anyone do that for me except myself , I let a lot of people go from my life they taught me I didn’t need negativity in my life , and with that brought me some of the most amazing people I have in life Rn which are basically like family,this year is no different to last year it’s the same just times are getting harder things are changing, I’m greatfull for all the people that did stick around with me has had been there with me at my lowest point in life till my happiest , ever since I lost you I haven’t been the same person I’m not as happy as I use to be but days like this remind me why I shouldn’t take anything for granted. Finding myself in open spaces what I need and what I don’t need in life is so important, I honestly wouldn’t be here if I didn’t have the most amazing support from friends and family especially.
Oct 2018 · 417
Yourself
Typewriter1 Oct 2018
Never fear a judgment if you already know who you are.
Oct 2018 · 36
life
Typewriter1 Oct 2018
trying to escape the shadows that lay beneath me,
for this i can not escape
this road called life
Aug 2018 · 127
self harm
Typewriter1 Aug 2018
I use self harm to deal with my pain but at the end of the day i see that this doesn't help me it just causes more pain scars that i have to look at everyday and say to myself this is what i have to go though to help me with my pain that i'm going though, yes i understand that this is going to **** me one day, i'm suicidal i'm mentally and physically not well but i can keep a smile on and act like everything's okay because i can't open up to people and talk like you expect me to, everyone thinks oh your happy so theirs nothing wrong with you, you will get over it, who am i suppose to talk to, who can i talk to, you have to save yourself from yourself, i don't want to **** myself but i don't want to be apart of this world anymore i cant be around anyone. its a constant reminder why i'm never going to be good enough for anyone , why i am always so down.
i don't self harm anymore i've been clean for almost a year this is just something i wrote
Aug 2018 · 189
the real shit
Typewriter1 Aug 2018
' you're going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times.
but in the end, it's always their actions you should judge them by.
its actions, not words, that matter <3
lets all be honest this is extremely true and right
Aug 2018 · 44
scars
Typewriter1 Aug 2018
my scars are a constant reminder of how strong i am,
How i can get through anything,
my scars does not define me as a person,
my scars doesn't define me for being weak, it shows the paqin and suffering ive been though to get to this point in my life,
well my scars got me here today.
May 2018 · 62
Life
Typewriter1 May 2018
la vida es muy complicada no intentes encontrar respuestas porque cuando encuentras respuestas la vida cambia las preguntas ~

life is very complicated don't try to find answers because when you find answers life changes the questions ~
Apr 2018 · 56
Mommy
Typewriter1 Apr 2018
mommy why did you leave, you left me when I was small, did I do something.... mommy where's daddy I can't find him momma I love you, mommy I don't blame you for leaving me handing me off to my dad like a leaf been swept away, daddy I miss mommy where is she but sadly it was the same with u .... once again I was swept away from you you hanged me to someone, mumma I love you. Please come back
Apr 2018 · 53
Life
Typewriter1 Apr 2018
Live each day as it comes,
You never know what tomorrow going to bring,
Live life to the fullest with no regrets.
Feb 2018 · 55
Time??
Typewriter1 Feb 2018
They say time heals everything
But the pain never really goes away does it?
Feb 2018 · 57
Life
Typewriter1 Feb 2018
Life is special,
Don't take it for granted,
You don't know what you've lost till you lose it...
when you do you will appreciate how much life means to you
Jan 2018 · 34
Happiness
Typewriter1 Jan 2018
No money could buy the happiness, she feels when she looks into his eyes... she Is home
All credits go to my sister
Jan 2018 · 51
Pain
Typewriter1 Jan 2018
This morning I woke up,
I looked in the mirror all I wanted to do was cry
The way I look, the way I feel is ****,
No one hears the pain or the cries,
Everyone tells you stay strong your going to get through it or your doing this to get attention,
The truth is I'm hurting in in pain,
You say I should ask you for help,
But really I'm crying out for help it's a silent cry, I'm crying out please help, I'm in pain,
You say I'm doing it for attention, attention is that what I have to do to get your help,
Pain I feel emotionally and physically,
Pain runs through me like water dripping down my skin, it runs and runs never stops it drips and drips ,
I guess all is done you've let me down,
Jan 2018 · 106
Love (I love you)
Typewriter1 Jan 2018
Love I love the way you make me feel,
You make me feel a way no one can,
I love you I love you not?
You make me question what love is
My *** my love my best friend
I love you to the moon and back,
I love you
I cried when I had to leave, I smiled when I saw you
You make my darkest days bright
We're far in distance but never in heart.
I loved you so much I had to let you go, a part of me reminds with you forever
Love is you you made me see what love is I love you  your amazing
Words can't explain what u mean to me love is you love is this
Nov 2017 · 178
love mmm
Typewriter1 Nov 2017
As we look into the sky we see stars I wish upon a star to keep you safe tonight I wish that you may receive all the happiness life gives you,
May you always have a smiling face and a loving heart
Love blinds us
I've fallen for you a day goes past you make my heart tingle a month goes by my hearts beating fast because I just love to see you a year goes past my heart feels like it's breaking it seems all down hill from here one conversation turns into an argument and after that you leave...
my heart is shattered into a million pieces but my mind still loves you
I'll pick up each piece of my heart each day I'll make sure you know how much u mean to me love is ****** but your always going to be the one person that will light up my world when everything goes dark
Nov 2017 · 31
Change
Typewriter1 Nov 2017
Change is a funny thing,
We use to stay up at 4am on the phone talking non stop,
We'd tell eachother everything
We even loved the same songs
We use to be unstoppable
You were my other half, my sister my world
When I was down you were always there for me in the good and bad, but something in you changed you acted differently,
Never replied to my messages or my calls,
Then one day you called me saying your sorry we talked for hours and hours we shared laughs and tears, then we ended that one call,
You were all over the place we both said things we didn't mean but you took it too far, one month a few months turned into a year we use to stay up and chat, we use to talk everyday and night we would talk about everything now, change did us both good we went our separate ways
Nov 2017 · 36
time
Typewriter1 Nov 2017
My time has come,
For things to move on,
Darkness awaits,
For my love ones to come,
Happiness is just a saying,
But deep down we know-
The day has come to an end,
My sadness is growing stronger,
Help me to stay strong for my time as come.
Nov 2017 · 38
Trying to find a way
Typewriter1 Nov 2017
Life is like puzzle, one pice fits and one pice doesn't, life is full of ups and downs, we can't change anything because that's not how it works.


All your thoughts bottle up inside you and you just can't find a way out it's like digging a tunnel you dig and dig but the more you dig the more you just want to give up because there's not way out. All you have to do is look at a mirror see your reflection and all those thoughts in your head start to come back you start to believe them because all you had to do was look at yourself and see it and now all you do is hate yourself and you can't find a way out
May 2017 · 62
love
Typewriter1 May 2017
love is strong
love is hard
love makes us crazy
love makes us strong
you made me laugh
and you made me cry
but your love kept me going
your love is everything i want
everything i need
i thank you

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