Do you ever feel like your alone, but you have have friends and a partner but somehow you just feel so alone but like you can’t tell anyone because they just won’t understand no matter how hard you try to tell them you can’t seem to get the words out, your finally in a stable healthy environment but you feel so lost that something is missing in your life you have so many thoughts running through your mind you can’t bearly think , family work social life you just can’t seem to understand anything anymore your out of your dark low stages at one point you were in and now your slowly finding yourself again but what if you can’t find what if you have been searching for that person you use to be before everything bad happened in your life what if you know your never going to get that back but you try so hard because that’s what makes you feel something, or that your so use to how you were when things were toxic and you were very depressed and that’s the only thing you are use to, what happens then, who am I . And what is my new purpose in the better me.