sometimes its really easy to think life is perfect but in reality its hard and at points in your life you feel like you want to give up. when i was growing up i thought yes i have the hang of this thing called life, but then it all hits me i'm no where near being able to handle life
through my eyes is a girl in pain, a girl lost in her own thoughts trying to escape, through her eyes are screams and cry , lost in a world horrible.... but she hopes her time will come soon to end her pain. she knows that some day someone will save her
your tearing her apart, but you don't see that do you? you've been in and out of her life since birth... yet she forgave you, but for what exactly you hated her you blamed her for everything... you said shes the reason why u hate her she feels hurt yet your never around u never bothered to puck up the phone to see how i was your breaking this kid every time you leave, yet she smiles every time she hears you say ' i love you, your my daughter i love you so much' but you still leave your still disappointing her she holds her tears back when you say goodbye....
2019 mmm should be a good year i hope... last month was good nothing to worry about , but this month i don't know what will happen. my ex texted me last night telling me he wants me back i'm confused i don't know what to do i am mentally ready to get hurt 2019 please make this one **** of a year for me
This past year has taught me a lot, I’m not going to lie it’s been a hard year , been though really hard times losing some amazing people , lost family that meant the world to me, had to learn how to pick myself up after people were done with me , had to fine myself for myself learning I can’t let anyone do that for me except myself , I let a lot of people go from my life they taught me I didn’t need negativity in my life , and with that brought me some of the most amazing people I have in life Rn which are basically like family,this year is no different to last year it’s the same just times are getting harder things are changing, I’m greatfull for all the people that did stick around with me has had been there with me at my lowest point in life till my happiest , ever since I lost you I haven’t been the same person I’m not as happy as I use to be but days like this remind me why I shouldn’t take anything for granted. Finding myself in open spaces what I need and what I don’t need in life is so important, I honestly wouldn’t be here if I didn’t have the most amazing support from friends and family especially.