I'm as dry as
a desert, I'm a dead
empty land. I used to be
a jungle when the clouds
where by my side, and now that
they are gone, my trees, my dreams
they dried and died. Because of this,
nothing grows inside of me, there is
only silence and despair. I can't feel
what I write, I barely feel alive
I want to feel human again
Oh god, I really miss
Es frustrante tener las palabras pero no el tiempo y luego tener el tiempo y no recordar las palabras
How can emptiness be so heavy?
I am ashamed
At how broken i am.
For the amount of stress
I may cause in the midst of your
Efforts of trying to keep me held together.
that i continue to fall apart
Before your glue has time to dry.
That every time you pick a piece of me up,
Yet another breaks.
I am trying.
You are fixing me slower than i am breaking,
And i am ashamed.
Thank you for not giving up
On a broken piece of nothing.
She compared me
To the sun,
And I felt nothing
So it must be true.
What other woman could be loved like you,
Or how of you should love possess his fill?
After the fulness of all rapture, still,—
As at the end of some deep avenue
A tender glamour of day,—there comes to view
Far in your eyes a yet more hungering thrill,—
Such fire as Love’s soul-winnowing hands distil
Even from his inmost arc of light and dew.
And as the traveller triumphs with the sun,
Glorying in heat’s mid-height, yet startide brings
Wonder new-born, and still fresh transport springs
From limpid lambent hours of day begun;—
Even so, through eyes and voice, your soul doth move
My soul with changeful light of infinite love.
Every 40 seconds
someone in the world dies of suicide
Every 41 seconds
someone is left to make sense of it
I hate myself
Eveything about me
I'm told that I'm pretty
That I'm enough
But that's for me to decide
And I will never tell myself that I'm enough
Or that I'm not fat
Because I'm not
I'm not enough
I'm not pretty
I'm not skinny
I hate myself
That will never change
And I'll forever affirm
There is no greater beauty
Than the heavy silence
That accompanies the stagnant hymn
Of a humble snowfall,
Bright against the murmuring
Hum of a shadowy winter's night,
The world spinning slow,
Frosty and quiet,
Encased in white.
I was made to
So sorry, there’s been so many things going on on my end...
There’s been more down than up and I needed a mental break to prevent another breakdown.
I’m sorry that I disappeared again.
I don’t mean to worry anyone.
I really truly appreciate you all and all the support given.
I hope you guys can forgive me...
Love you guys so much.
Thank you so so much for 257 followers.
It's amazing I even managed to get this far...
You forget to give me the warning.
After the kiss of
smoky clouds, I was
waiting for the moonrise.
And the rain would
drench me as you did it to me.
I will give more and get less
It was only a thought,
once now a phrase, that
you are afraid to accept.
In summer, somewhere nightingale
waits for the call.
In a slice of moment, I stumble
You become the song of the day.