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E A Spain Feb 2018
I believe that some of the best art
Comes from a dark place
Not sure what I look like in your eyes,
But clouds inhabit my space
It’s been some time since I felt the heat
And the walls closing in are cold and bleak

Every time that I arise and look up to the morn,
All I find is leery signs and others of forlorn
I was ravished by the wind
And beaten by the rain
I had given it my all and still had nothing to gain

I found peace and I’ve lost it before
He showed me the truth and I’ve only craved more
I found peace once by the pond
With the bees circling in the valley
But even that dissolved once we strolled into saturated alley

Well where did I go?
Where did he lead me?
If I had the chance to tell you...
You wouldn’t believe me

I was ravished by the wind
And washed down with the rain
I know how hard work is to bring success
But all that love results in, is pain
I know that every time is different
But you’re always left feeling the same
With no one else but you and yourself to blame
Alone in the well is where I was left to wither and wane

I hope they’ll be coming for me finally
As I can now feel the pressure
But the light in me is reminding...
That it is the only thing that holds me together
E A Spain Feb 2018
Lie to me and tell me everything's okay
Even though it doesn't seem that way and the clouds are getting darker and closing in
And no one is human among these sons of men
who chase the paper and will cut anything in their way
Yea everything will be okay
Even though it doesn't look like that's the case
and I pray that the time I'm giving you isn't a waste
Because I have no leftovers to give
And it's getting harder and harder to live
To breathe
To think ...

Knew that in this food chain there's a missing link
Between God and me
And it's something I can't see  
And I'm not sure if I will ever be able to do the things you want from me but Maybe that's not the path I'm taking
Jus like how they say promises are meant for breaking
And all I know is I'm looking for an awakening .
Some kind of realization or explanation for why it's so hard right now..
Why can't I figure out how ..
To be successful and carefree and live life the way it's supposed to be - just letting the vibes flow effortlessly
E A Spain Feb 2018
Two moons rising over a darkened field
The energy love brings also has dangers for you to yield…
The rolling fog creeps slowly. Or is it standing still?
As all the people stare in awe at the sky, watching the ominous thrill

The moons are crescent, inching, crimson with glow
The meaning behind the couple, they will never know
As the township, entranced, fall fast asleep...
The grim enigma begins to reap.
E A Spain Feb 2018
For as long
As the breath
In this body
Exists

​Forever
In this life
And into the next

Before the beginning
And after the end


I Am.
E A Spain Feb 2018
Moon so blue…
What can I do
To get you to stay awhile?
I know I’m small
But soon you’ll be gone
And I was hoping to make you smile
Moon so blue…
Who did it to you?
What’s making you sad tonight?
Day after day…
What can I say?
Who has misinterpreted your light?
Moon so blue…
Your glow is rare!
And shining for all to see
I know you’re alone,
But when I look up, I’m at home
And comforted by your beauty
Moon so blue…
Cheer up old friend!
You’re just like a star- but better!
I know you’ve been wandering around all night
But one day we’ll be together
Moon so blue…
So bright and bold
Everyone’s bound to see!
All the eyes will stare.. Up in the air
But soon your hue will flee!
Moon so blue…
Profound and true
And lovely to say the least…
I know it’s late and you cannot wait
But please linger with me in the east
Moon so blue…
Who did it to you?
How can I get you to stay?
Wandering about for love I suppose
If only you knew- I look out for you everyday
Moon so blue…
What can I do
To get you to stay awhile?
I know I’m small
As I look up in awe…
Only wishing to make you smile.
Written on  Dec 24, 2017

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