They went against there word,
misguiding me saying they'd stay,
I called them in times of need,
they were gone as quick as yesterday,
They told me they were true,
true friends never turn away,
but they never questioned what I was going through,
nor if I was doing okay,
Regardless,I always spoke to them about my problems,
hoping they help or feed me some advice,
They always pretend to concern and listen,
yet little did they care inside,
They never asked about my goals
where I was heading in my career,
I was just there puppeteer,
Im much better off without them here,
They only talked to about about was partying,
money for smokes, ***, and beer,
disillusioned to myself was I
thinking for me that they'd be there,
Today I sit here guilty
to why i wasted by time with them,
messing my life up more,
when I was barely hanging off a stem,
They were supposed to turn me into a better person,
with these blessing came such curse,
They had me thinking I was doing good,
just to find myself doing much more worst,
Today in solitary state I remain,
in search of my true purpose,
looking for those who sustain til end,
not these "friends" who played me worthless.