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9.2k · Mar 2018
My Poem
The voice Mar 2018
I stand in the middle of the room
My classmates are commanded to listen to me
I am the 14th person to present and so far, everyone has done a good job

I stand in the middle of the room
I begin to saw the name of my project
“My Poem”
I cannot remember what it was about
I do remember, what I felt

I stand in the room,
Hoping that everyone feels what I felt when I was writing it
I felt excited, my stomach had ‘butterflies’ I think
I felt the heat in my heart and the cold on my shoulders.
I felt the tingles all over my body, and the air escaping me

I stood in the middle of the room
I stand in the middle of the room
I was in the middle of the room and said
“My poem”
I heard a chuckle.

I ignored it because the ‘in love’ heart in my chest was more excited than It should have been
I continues and my voice began to play tricks on me
And the r’s rolled and the words were suddenly in another language
My mind still ignored it and continues
Because I felt I could write, and read this and everyone could love it

I stood in the middle of the room,
I waited for the, applause, the smiles, the congrats, or even a simple ‘good job’ like everyone else
Instead…
My teacher said, work on pronunciation. She said it again. Pro-noun-ci-a-tion
Ok. ‘Work on grammar.’ ‘Work on sentence structure’
“Work on being American” the chuckle said
Or the person who chuckled?

It didn’t mean much, you know
I loved writing so much that it did not matter
I would be a writer, I would continue to
STAND in the middle of the room and share my talent
And when I did, he chuckled
She chuckled, I was Mexican

Not a writer. Writers can’t be Mexican
Unless you write in Spanish and in Mexico
But I was too American for that at this point…

SO the next time I wrote I was ashamed,
Maybe if someone else wrote my writing?
But it didn’t matter,
When the teacher began reading,
The chuckle reminded the class it was the ‘Mexican’ who wrote it

“Mi nina” My mom would say
She reminded me that no only was I Mexican
I was a woman,
Only men thrive in this world
I believed it
And that is why my name is ‘The Voice’
Not my actually name,
Disclosure: I accept criticism on how to better my writing
NOT on what to write or on my background
Thanks, for a lesson I will never forget:

I make my own destiny!
The voice Nov 2012
We are here to fight
For our future
We are here to work
For the better
We are here to try
Be being better people

We came here to follow hope
Day after day
Night after night
Sunshine to
Sunset
Seeing the sun
wanting to fly so high
Then the moon
dreaming of being that beautiful

We have so much to loose
And still we sacrifice
Our lives
Our dignity
Our future
All for the American Dream

One Dream
Hundreds of options
Thousands of possibilities
Millions in competition

All for one Dream
To be someone
And be worth something
All the dream
7.8k · Nov 2012
Thank-you
The voice Nov 2012
To day I woke up with the sound of an alarm
I am thankful for not waking up late
I woke up with all my body parts
Thank you God for that miracle
I woke up with My heart beating
and with the kiss of my mother
I thank for both.
I need them both to survive

Thank-you God because i felt you hard over me
Telling me to be strong
Giving me the strength to survive
You don't give me what I want
But you don't give me what I can't handle

Thank-you God for the miracle that is
Be able to use my computer,
My phone
My electricity.
Thank-you Because it is cold outside,
And i woke up in the warmth of my home.

Thank-you for giving me breakfast
And a coffee to help me be energetic
I thank-you for not letting me die by giving me
A jacket
A sweeter
A scarf
And gloves

Thank-you for not leaving me here alone in the cold
And lighting things up in the darkness
To God
7.4k · Nov 2012
I am sorry
The voice Nov 2012
I am sorry. For things I have said,
For the things I have done,
For loosing your trust.
I am sorry that a man took away my innocence.

I am sorry that I could not tell you before
I was just a girl
I sorry that I lost my virginity
because of a ****
I am sorry that you do not believe
I am sorry i did not know
what he was doing at the moment

I am sorry that there are cruel people out there
I am sorry that my father left us
I am sorry he never helped me
I am sorry that You did it all alone

I could not do anything at all
I am sorry that I was not the best daughter
I apologize for not knowing what you felt
I am sorry You grew up working
I am sorry you did not go to school
I am sorry I did not understand
that you worked all day and all night

I am sorry That I did not become the perfect daughter, I am sorry that a man made me worth less, I am sorry I tried to get revenge for the eight years of betrayal
Made by Estrella Luciano and a friend...
7.2k · Nov 2012
Dear Brother
The voice Nov 2012
I don't want to
I cant let it happen
Not to me
I am not ready
I cant handle it

Not again
Not in this moment
Not tomorrow
Not soon
Not ever

I cant loose you
I wont let it happen
I love you too much
I am scared to loose you again
I will get lost without you

I need your love
Your scolding
I need to see you
Mad and
Happy

I cant handle being alone again
You are my hero
I need to see you home
When I return from school
I need to be with you

I need you to pressure me
I need to to tell me I am right
Or tell me I am wrong
Please
Do not leave me

I will change
I will be better
I will do anything it takes
I will be the best
I will try even harder

I will not get you mad
I will not get in trouble
I will not be selfish anymore
I will not ask for too much
I will not bother you

I need you her
Because you are
my friend
my neighbor
my hero
my villain
my everything.

You are the best brother in the world
And i need you here
To keep acting like a better dad
Than the one I have.
Dont leave me Alone
I need my Brother here next to me!
The voice Jan 2013
A teacher: The Villain and the Hero
One inspiration, one true motivation  
That one person who gives his powerful students  
The right direction
That one teacher who fights for the future of others
Who finds success in the success of others
That one person who further form a teacher
Is a human-being
He might seem like a villain to some
But he is a hero to others
He is my hero

Picked me up from the gutter
Made me strong enough to deal with
X equals A to the second power multiplied times two
He is that one teacher who taught me how to leave problems behind
And solve equation easier and faster
That one teacher who became a role model
The perfect inspiration any student needs
His way of teaching the concept  
His way of giving us the chance to be teachers our selves  
That way of making us the main importance
His way of giving us our place in his class room

Taking possession of our minds and changing them to capable ones
Making each and every one of us students who can solve anything
He expects a lot from all of us, He expects a lot from me
He gives me the challenges that I can handle
Gives me a chance to prove my self
He taught me that X is just a variable
That X is the solution
That you should not be afraid of the variable  
That the solution is hidden behind the other factors
That lesson I use in my daily life

I'm not afraid of any problem in any subject
Because he taught me how to deal with problems
And when finding X was hard,
He was there ready to answer my questions
As I walk away during lunch  
I wish him a good lunch
But what I'm actually saying is
You have done a lot for these, your students
Now give yourself a break and do something for your self.

He might just be an algebra teacher
Or a staff member at Riverside University High school
Or just Mr. Sepulveda, to some people
But for me he means more than that.
For me he is a hero
That can travel the distance
And can fix any problem with time
He is the Hero who inspires me  

He is a teacher
Whom I admire greatly
Not for being a teacher
Or being at Riverside
I admire him because he made me strong
In Algebra
In my problems
In life  
And now In my poetry

You sometimes are the villain
For giving me a B in a test
But you are the hero because for every B
I get another challenge  
And I know that with your help
I will get an A in Life.  
You are the Villain of my mind
But the Hero of my Heart
Thank-you Mr. Sepulveda
Written by: Estrella Luciano
For: A true hero
P.S. I still think I deserved an A on that one test. ;)
For my favorite algebra teacher
6.4k · Nov 2012
Hidden love: no win no loose
The voice Nov 2012
Your eyes are dark
They have a sparkle
They can see something in me
Something that cqn help discover
Feelings

Feelings hidden
So no one gets hurt
Feeling so no one laughs
So no one throws them away
Feelings that are hidden
From everyone
So that you never know

A smile that can melt you away
It can change my day
One so pure and honest
That it can make a difference
One smile that can bring my heart to stop beating
A smile that is long lasting
And makes me fall deeper into
This hidden love

Hands
That are softer and as delicate
As a blowing wind
So gentle capable
Of curing my scars
Hands that can hold mine
As I fall
Grabing me so tight next to your heart
While i litsen to the beautiful melody
Of life

In this hidden love
A love so shy
It could almost die
With the fear of being caught
A love so timid
It rather stay with a low profile
A love that can't stand up
Alone
A love that is not strong enough
To get rejected
That it decides to stay hidden

Behind the air
And alone with its self
Hidden so that it does not hurt
When you see another
Or when your lips touch others
And even when you hands
Hold other hands tight

It is better not see
You dont win
But
You can loose either
The voice Nov 2012
I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow
Not yesterday

I was born yesterday

The past is past
The past is a mistake
The past is a dreadful place
The past is a place I want to forget
The past is yesterday
I was born Yesterday

Not Today

Today is the present
Today is the new opportunity
Today is a better life
Today is a miracle
I was born yesterday
Not today

I might die tomorrow

A tomorrow is a mystery
A tomorrow is a new chance
A tomorrow is what could be?
A tomorrow is a new day
A tomorrow could be a death
I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow

Not yesterday

You know my error
Not my reason
You know my path
Not my obstacles
You know I am weak
Learn that I can be strong
You see my forehead
with mistakes
Not my palm
with hard work...

I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow
Not yesterday
5.6k · Nov 2012
My best shot
The voice Nov 2012
I am not who you think I am
It may seem to you that I am weak
But believe me when I say that
I am stronger than what I seem
And I am better than you could ever imagine.

I may be not an A- student
But I am smart
Smart enough to know
that I can beat you in anything
At any time soon
Today, Tomorrow, or the day after

I may not be a marathoner
But I can run the distance
I might arrive late to my goal
But I will be there
I cant assure that I won't win the race
But I will try to do the best

I am not the prettiest girl in the class
But I am not Barbie either
I don't expect to be skinny
I don't expect to be fat
I do expect to be happy
I expect to feel safe with my self

I am not the one who will always be right
I am human not a robot
If I am wrong I smile because I know it was a mistake
I might not be the best in Biology
But i can do better the next time
I won't Win today
But I will try again tomorrow
And if I die before I win
I will die happy.

Today is one day.
I wont stop Now.
I wont look back
Not because of pride
But because I wont dare to fall
I wont trip again
Especially not with the same rock
I know now that I am not Perfect

*BUT I AM WILLING TO GIVE LIFE MY BEST SHOT
5.2k · Aug 2014
The Voice!
The voice Aug 2014
Well I was afraid
but almost everyone already knows
I guess I was too afraid of nothing
They knew it was me
But they played along
Cuz they wanted me to feel safe
That's more than my family has ever done
"Love doesn't have to be anonymous"
And sometimes it is not
and those sometimes
are likely to be hurtful
That was the knowledge behind the words
Cuz I went up there anonymously
and express my words out to the crowd
My name wasn't Estrella
It was "The voice"
I had my voice shown
and no one cared about the flaws
on the contrary they heard me!
Completely Heard Me!
Just for the words I said
and not cuz they had to
They had my back against anyone
Anyone who didn't
I have never felt that way before...
No one stood there
and heard me that way
and knowing who I was
played along to protect me
Maybe that's the family I needed
The people I needed all this time....
But the most important thing
Was that he was proud of me
And that he inspired me to do it
He gave me the words
to express from my heart to my voice
I guess I felt special
He made me feels special
More than anyone else! ! !
He gave me the tittle of
**THE VOICE
thanx Everytown!
5.1k · Dec 2016
Baby
The voice Dec 2016
The best gift that a brother or sister can give is the gift of a niece or nephew
My little one, you are not mine to raise
But I keep you to play
You are not mine to put you to bed every night
But you are mine to care for when you need it
My little boy
you are not mine to send you off on your first day of school
But I get to listen to you tell me all about it
My little girl
I have to miss some of the endless cries
But the ones I get, I’ll make sure you are safe
My little baby in the crib
I cannot enjoy every time you take your first steps,
Oh sweet little angel
But I get to hold your hand whenever you need me too
And even when you feel a little devilish
If you ever feel like falling,
If you even need someone else
I know mom and dad are enough
But I grew up with one of them, and I know they have long days too
So if you need someone, if you need auntie
I’m here
I will make you mad, because that is my job
I will make mom and dad get mad, because that is my job
I will make you laugh when you do not want to, because that is my job
But it is my pleasure to hold you tight
To defend you
To care for you
To hold on to you
And to feed you things mom and dad say you should not eat.*
Aside from anything, I’ll be here with open arms.
For my baby niece and nephew. I love you
4.8k · Nov 2012
Sleeping
The voice Nov 2012
I feel asleep
I dreamed beutiful dreams

Dreams never dreamed before
Dreams hiden in the background
Dreams that opened my eyes
Dreams that helped me survive

I saw the ocean blue
I saw the blue sky
I saw the charming sun
I saw the colorful garden

I felt joy for freedom
I felt joy for happiness
I felt joy for opportunities
I felt joy to be alive

I fell asleep

With the fright of waking up
With the joy of felling life
With the fright of loosing everything
With the joy to know it hapened

Even if it was only because i was asleep.
4.2k · Nov 2012
Home
The voice Nov 2012
I am far from home
In a new world
Filled with so many new things
I did not know before

Somewhere I feel free
Flowers bloom
Red
And purple
The river is clear
Skies are blue
Night is dark
Day is light

A place where imagination is real
The best place for a Romeo
And a Juliet
It is all foe love

Made for us
For you as much as for me
For our decendents
Our home
Where peace is the color of our walls

My home
Our home
Your home
The place where dreams come true
For ever
4.0k · Nov 2012
One spot
The voice Nov 2012
Things are hard
Life is tough
The earth is round
The universe is shapeless.

You are one in one trillion
You have one problem
Hard to solve
You have a million reasons to fall

You feel unloved
You fell alone
I know that feeling
I have lived through all that

I have been there done that
I have had many problems
I have fought alone for my own reasons
I have had times in which I have lost control
And yes
There are times in which I wanted to
Just go back and stop fighting

When you are about to give up, think

There is someone out there
who is waiting for you to stand up
There are many reasons out there
Waiting for you to find them
And there, somewhere is something
Calling you and waiting for you to win this battle.

There are millions of people out there
With your same problems
You can relate to them and they need you to.
Some are dying and suffering because of their problems
I can not promise you the earth
But i can promise you a spot on the
Greatest and most wonderful planet in the universe.
4.0k · Nov 2012
Hidden love: First day
The voice Nov 2012
First day of school
I see you
Sitting down
Looking at me
My heart racing
My mind shut down
All my sences gone
Your eyes touching mine

One word
Hello
Two syllabes
Five letters
A million ways to fall in love

The first second
Even before
Of course
We were meant to be
I saw you in a dream before that day
Your eyes where as lovely
As sweet
As nice
And *** unique

I tried to hide it
Keep it to my self
I tried
And it worked
A love that hurts
By the knowledge that you felt nothing

Thinking that every second
I could loose you
I try day by day for you to love me
You flurt with others
But I am still here
Why? Dont ask me!

It is your fault
I fell for you the first day
With every word
Every laugh
Every smile
Every time I saw your eyes

Qnd even though this is killing me
I am still here
With this hidden love in my heart
Hoping you love me
Like I love you
4.0k · Nov 2012
Seeing
The voice Nov 2012
I am not blind
I can see clearly
I can watch
I am capable of fighting back.

I see how the storm comes
I can see how it leave
Taking in its path
everything I have done

Its going further
But at the distance i can still see
My home in its wings
My most loved possessions

I can see as the wind helps
To make everything worst for me
It tries to make me cry
But I wont dare to fall

I know my weaknesses
And I must learn to control them
I know my flaws
And I must learn to fix them

No matter how much the wind blows
I won't fall
I wont kneel
I wont move
I wont dare to cry

I can do it
I have the strength
But as I get weaker
The wind gets stronger
I wont fall

I can see now how hard it is
To stand up alone
against a storm
Trying to understand
What I did to deserve this

I am not blind
I can see the storm
I can feel the pain
I can't stop this form getting worst
But I can Hope

Hope... Hope... Hope...
It is the last thing that dies
It cant fix this
But it can help me stand up
There is nothing that makes it forever
All it takes is for me
to make for a longer time than the storm

I am not alone
I have my strength
I have my heart still beating
I have my legs still moving
I have my hand still fighting
I have my lips still talking
I have my mind still thinking
I am not alone.
I still have my hope wanting to win over the storm
*Hope... HOpe... HOPe... HOPE... *

I can win
because I have
The power
The faith
The love
The capability!!!
3.7k · Nov 2012
I am not what you can see
The voice Nov 2012
I am not pretty
I am not skinny
I am not tall
I do not have a good hair style

I am not smart
I am not funny
I am not cool
I am not the best

I get mad
I get annoyed
I get irritated
I get selfish

I seem unfriendly
I seem bad
I seem like a ****
I seem to be a hater

I am not the best.
But other things I am not are:
I am not selfish
I am not a show off
I am not bad
I am not a ****

I will never leave you
I will never hurt you
I will never judge you
I will never Play with you
I will never Fight you
I will never give up on you

I will always be here
But if you don't appreciate that,
I will take a turn and look for someone else.

I need someone who
does not look at what I am not
I need someone who
looks at what I am.
I need someone who
knows my flaws
I need someone who
fixes them and
I need someone who
Knows who I am and what I am worth.
3.2k · Nov 2012
Helping you
The voice Nov 2012
I am here you are there
We are apart
But I am here
When you need me

I will be the rock you need to sit on
I will be the bed you need to sleep on
I will be the home you need to stay in
I will be the light you need to guide you

I will be here
Day and night
Light or dark
Always waiting to hear your voice
For help of to help
When ever where ever just call me and I will always be here
3.1k · Nov 2012
Fallin in love, hard
The voice Nov 2012
Here thinking
Is it worth it
All that hard work

Trying to get his attencion
Risking my education
Trying to be there for him
While he doesnt realize I am there.

Is it all part of destiny
Or is it a part of life
Is it all what I have done
It is all because of my mistakes

I am here
Wondering if he ever thinks of me
Hoping that he loves me to
Wishing he could look
At my smile and fall for me
Just like I fell for him

I love him,
wishings he loved me
Yet in English clas
He does not even turn my way
I wish he could know
But I am not scared to say anything

I wish he could understand
That I am falling in love every second
Even more
I need him to see
I need him to know
That every second
I think of what could be
yup, it is for my impossible love..
A******
3.0k · May 2014
faithful
The voice May 2014
My heart was weary
and I admit that when my eyes failed to see
My heart didn't beat
I admit
that for a moment there I forgot!
I thought about
what would an all powerful God
Want with this girl!
But ill let you do that
Ill just continue fighting
Even if I can't see
Your voice will be my eyes!!!
You are faithful, even after I have failed!
So why shouldn't I be faithful,
when all you have done has been for me!
2.9k · Nov 2012
Nobody
The voice Nov 2012
A nobody seeking for love
A nobody seekinf adventure
A nobody seeking for fun
A nobody seeking for a life

Hard to complain
For What he has
He has everything he
Can desire
He desired to be free
So free he is

Wandering alone in a world
Different from his own
New to what he knows
Better that how he has lived

A nobody has
Nothing more to loose
Nothing more to win
Nothing more to say
Nothing more to have

Noone else to love
Noone else left to be with
Noone else to talk to
Noone else to answer

A nobody looking for something
A nobody hoping to find something

Simply a nobody lost in his mind
And in this world
2.7k · Nov 2012
Untitled
The voice Nov 2012
I wish you could trust me
I wish you could put
You faith on me
I wish you could give me the
Joy of trusting you own and only daugther

I am sorry for the things I have done
I am not perfect
Sorry fpr the mistakes i have done
But if atleast tried to understand.

I need a friend by my side
Teenage years are hard all by my self
I am still young and I dont need a mother anymore
I love you but I need to be free

I can not hold my self back any more.
Sorry but I need to live my own lofe from now on
2.6k · Nov 2012
I have to live my own life
The voice Nov 2012
I wish you could trust me
I wish you could put
You faith on me
I wish you could give me the
Joy of trusting you own and only daugther

I am sorry for the things I have done
I am not perfect
Sorry fpr the mistakes i have done
But if atleast tried to understand.

I need a friend by my side
Teenage years are hard all by my self
I am still young and I dont need a mother anymore
I love you but I need to be free

I can not hold my self back any more.
Sorry but I need to live my own lofe from now on
2.5k · Nov 2013
My favorite poem!
The voice Nov 2013
Why I hate religion but love Jesus**

What if I told you Jesus came to abolish religion
What if I told you voting Republican really wasn't His mission?
What if I told you republican doesn't automatically mean Christian
And just because you call some people blind doesn't automatically give you vision

I mean if religion is so great, why has it started so many wars
Why does it build huge churches, but fails to feed the poor
Tells single moms God doesn't love them if they've ever had a divorce
But in the Old Testament, God actually calls religious people ******

Religion might preach grace, but another thing they practice
Tend to ridicule God's people, they did it to John The Baptist
They can't fix their problems, and so they just mask it
Not realizing religion's like spraying perfume on a casket
See the problem with religion, is it never gets to the core
It's just behavior modification, like a long list of chores
Like let's dress up the outside make it look nice and neat
But it's funny that's what they use to do to mummies while the corpse rots underneath

Now I ain't judging, I'm just saying quit putting on a fake look
Cause there's a problem if people only know you're a Christian by your Facebook
I mean in every other aspect of life, you know that logic's unworthy
It's like saying you play for the Lakers just because you bought a jersey
You see this was me too, but no one seemed to be on to me
Acting like a church kid, while addicted to *******
See on Sunday I'd go to church, but Saturday getting faded
Acting if I was simply created just to have *** and get wasted
See I spent my whole life building this facade of neatness
But now that I know Jesus, I boast in my weakness

Because if grace is water, then the church should be an ocean
It's not a museum for good people, it's a hospital for the broken
Which means I don't have to hide my failure, I don't have to hide my sin
Because it doesn't depend on me it depends on him
See because when I was God's enemy and certainly not a fan
He looked down and said I want, that, man
Which is why Jesus hated religion, and for it he called them fools
Don't you see so much better than just following some rules
Now let me clarify, I love the church, I love the Bible, and yes I believe in sin
But if Jesus came to your church would they actually let him in
See remember he was called a glutton, and a drunkard by religious men
But the son of God never supports self righteousness not now, not then

Now back to the point, one thing is vital to mention
How Jesus and religion are on opposite spectrum
See one's the work of God, but one's a man made invention
See one is the cure, but the other's the infection
See because religion says do, Jesus says done
Religion says slave, Jesus says son
Religion puts you in *******, while Jesus sets you free
Religion makes you blind, but Jesus makes you see
And that's why religion and Jesus are two different clans

Religion is man searching for God, Christianity is God searching for man
Which is why salvation is freely mine, and forgiveness is my own
Not based on my merits but Jesus's obedience alone
Because he took the crown of thorns, and the blood dripped down his face
He took what we all deserved, I guess that's why you call it grace
And while being murdered he yelled
"Father forgive them they know not what they do."
Because when he was dangling on that cross, he was thinking of you
And he absorbed all of your sin, and buried it in the tomb
Which is why I'm kneeling at the cross, saying come on there's room
So for religion, no I hate it, in fact I literally resent it
Because when Jesus said it is finished, I believe he meant it
http://poetry.rapgenius.com/Jefferson-bethke-why-i-hate-religion-but-love-jesus-spoken-word-lyrics
2.3k · Nov 2012
I need you
The voice Nov 2012
I need hope
I need a reason to not fall
I need something to hold me
I need you
I need to have you here
I need you to notice me
I need for you not to leave
I need to see you here

Without you
I am lost
There is not path ahead
I can see clear
Nothing makes sense
Without you
I can find a reason to stand up

You give me courage
There is something about you that
Makes me stand up
Run to you
Follow you
It makes me want to be with you
I have to know that you are here

You are the reason why I wake up everyday
The reason why I never give up
Why I never let go
Why I keep trying
You are the reason why I am still here
I cant handle loosing you

You are the part of me that makes me feel alive
You are what makes me shine
You are the light inside all this darkness
You are what makes me fly
Even though you do not see me
I am here
Always
Forever

I loved you Once
I love you still
I always will
2.0k · Nov 2012
Life with one and with all
The voice Nov 2012
A life with no love
Is like Peter with out the Pan
A life with love
Is like a You with the Me

A life with no smile
Is like A face with out the lips
A life with a smile
Is like Us with each other

A life with no turns
Is like a street with no cars
A life with turns
Is like you coming back to me

A life with no pain
Is like no rainbow at all
A life with pain
Is like what happens after the rain has left.

Love, Smile, Give a Turn, Appreciate the pain.
A life with one
Is like life with all
A life with all
Is like life with one
2.0k · Nov 2012
I love you enough
The voice Nov 2012
I ran away just to follow you
I tried to keep on going
But you were too fast
I tried to keep up
I tried to not look back

I did not make it
I did not get to you
I tried to follow you
Hoping you fell in love with me
Hoping that you could see me
Thinking that someday you could run after me
Imagining that I could make you love me
Make you need me as much as I need you
Make you hold me tight and never let me go

But they are just dreams
There is nothing else between us
Nothing I can do to make you love me
You see her, not me
You play around with her, far away from me

This heart is dying
And it will not take anything more
This heart is too weak to suffer any more
That is why I keep quiet
You can hurt my heart
If you do not know it is there for you
I just wish you could know how much i Love you

I probably don't deserve you
And that is why God keeps us away form each other
1.9k · Nov 2012
Next to me
The voice Nov 2012
Down Below
Up Above
Seeing you fly,
Watch me fall.

Far from me!

I think about you
While you forget me
I think about love
While you forget us.

Far from me!

I see me hugging you
You see you running from me
I see you with all my heart
You see me with nothing more.

Far from me!

I think to believe,
That no way is there,
for a WE to exist
at any soon time.

Far from me!

And still I stand
here all alone
thinking about,
You someday being here
Next to me.
1.9k · Nov 2012
Back home
The voice Nov 2012
Just watched
Most wonderful movie
Just heared
Most beutifull song
You walked
On a sweat pavent
Just went
Through an incredible road

But I never do these things
I went away from home
I left my reality
I slipped away to somewhere
I should have never gone to

I wanted to be better
Feel better
I wanted to have a better view
I wanted to have something
I wanted to never stop walking
The sensation made me leave

I followe the wrong road
I tripped ao many times
And on the same rock
I left the things I loved most

I kind of forgot who I was
It was easy to be part of something
Different
And new
I had to try it

But i realized that was not me
I want to
I have to
I will go home
Where I belong
Where I learned
So many things about what it is to live

Im back home
Where a belong
Where I real
Not plastic
1.8k · Nov 2012
Get Out There
The voice Nov 2012
Good Morning.
Its a beautiful day out there
The world is waiting for you
Just for you
Go out there and do something the world will remember
For ever
You are Hope and you can change the world!
Get out there
And have Fun
Do it for yourself
You deserve it all
1.6k · Jan 2014
Fight!
The voice Jan 2014
What I think about you?
Why would you ask?
I'm sure you already have an idea
I mean isn't it pretty obvious
They way we talk
They way we act around each other
I know I shouldn't care
but I do, I do care about you
More than I wish I did!
I was thinking maybe if time were stopped
but isn't that crazy,
But then again crazy ideas are my favorite
They are the only ideas that have no limits
Not like the ones that are expected from us
I remember the last time someone told me,
That it was dangerous to think in a certain way
I remember one day when I at school
Overheard a couple teacher talking about those
"dangerous ideas"
Where we could begin a revolution
Nowadays we can say what ever we want
For we have the freedom of speech
But then why don't we stay quiet!
But that's not what you asked!
You wanted to know what I think about you
I think that you have a voice
a voice that can make a difference if you let it try
I think that there is a way for success
without having fear and I know you know that too
I think that you are stronger,
much more than what you were raised to believe
I think that you don't have follow society's guidelines
After all it is a free country
Right?
We should be able to make a difference in the world
Right?
We should be able to see justice before our very eyes
Right?
Then why don't we
I think you can be the next Martin Luther
Or Nelson Mandela
Or part of the army that rescues the next generation of Jews from a holocaust
And if you die trying...
I remember we talked about this before,
if you died trying to make that difference
You said that it would be a fight fought in vain
I didn't think so the, I don't think so now!
If we die fighting that will show them
Those who look up to you
That what we were fighting for was the right thing to do!
They will truly see that what the world expects from us,
isn't what we have to expect from ourselves
And that will make them FIGHT!
I think you are capable of winning that battle, if you just kept trying!
A little more
A little harder
But most importantly with more faith!
And if we die fighting for The right reasons,
For the name of Jesus
Then, Ill see you in heaven walking through the roads of gold!
1.5k · Dec 2012
Ribbons
The voice Dec 2012
They fall form the skies to my feet
They glow in the dark and they lead me through a maze
Ribbons of all colors that  play with my emotions
The blue one makes me feel satisfied
Yellow is my peace
Red is what makes me love with passion
Purple are days when it rains and i love the rain
Black is my hope, because the darkest moments,
are my bravest situations

Ribbons
Something that reunites me with something far from home.
Something deep down in my heart.
It is waiting to come out but those ribbons
bring it all out for everyone to see.
The voice Nov 2014
Aquel el dolor sigue presente, Logró marcar un precedente…
Y hoy, hoy sigues mal…
Aquel recuerdo esta en tu mente, Como si fuera ayer lo sientes…
Y hoy, hoy sigues mal…
Confiabas en el tiempo como aliado para sanar tus heridas…
Mientras vives encerrado en el recuerdo y no encuentras la salida…

Y te destruye como el veneno que gota a gota llena la tasa…
Y la amargura es como un trueno que estremece toda tu casa…
Y la venganza entro en acción pero aquí te presento el perdón…
"Porque el perdón es…"
Es más que un sentimiento, es más que una emoción
El tiempo no te ayuda, tuya es la de decisión…
Enfrenta ese tormento, y sal de esa prisión
Porque no fue tu culpa, otorga el perdón...


Aquello que pasó, aquel suceso duro te marcó
Pensaste que lo habías olvidado pero no
Que ya no te afectaba ni pasaba por tu mente
Pero volvió a afectarte y todavía está latente…

Desde aquel momento has continuado por la vida
Esperando que sea el tiempo el que sane las heridas
A veces lo has recordado y con nada de templanza
Haz pensando en la opción de acudir a la venganza…

Si, fue doloroso, no fue nada bueno
Pero el resentimiento es similar a un veneno
Que gota a gota tomas para no enfrentar la pena
Pero termina contigo te destruye y te envenena…

Como tóxico que acaba con el alma y corazón
Que te presenta el odio como una gran opción
Pero al final tú eres quien recibe la aflicción
Pues se enfermó tu cuerpo por la falta de perdón…

Y te destruye como el veneno que gota a gota llena la tasa…
Y la amargura es como un trueno que estremece toda tu casa…
Y la venganza entro en acción pero aquí te presento el perdón…
"Porque el perdón es…"
Es más que un sentimiento, es más que una emoción
El tiempo no te ayuda, tuya es la de decisión…
Enfrenta ese tormento, y sal de esa prisión
Porque no fue tu culpa, otorga el perdón...


Perdona y saca todo veneno guardado
Permite la salida del rencor acumulado
Perdona, reacciona y regresa al presente
Lo que pasó se fue ya no lo tengas pendiente
Quizás hayas pensado que no hay una razón
Que no fuiste culpable de lo de tu corazón…

Pero en ocasiones el perdón por algo trágico
Habrá que darlo aunque suene ilógico
Como aquel caballero que por ti fue mal herido
Tomando tu lugar te dio un regalo inmerecido…

No suena razonable tampoco apetecible
Pero te perdonó y hoy por eso tú eres libre
Y que mejor ejemplo que la vida de Jesús
Que no tenia que hacerlo; pero en una cruz
Llevó toda la culpa que agobió su corazón
Pero con todo y eso recibiste su perdón…

**Y te destruye como el veneno que gota a gota llena la tasa…
Y la amargura es como un trueno que estremece toda tu casa…
Y la venganza entro en acción pero aquí te presento el perdón…
"Porque el perdón es…"
Es más que un sentimiento, es más que una emoción
El tiempo no te ayuda, tuya es la de decisión…
Enfrenta ese tormento, y sal de esa prisión
Porque no fue tu culpa, otorga el perdón...
Song by Alex Zurdo, just thought that somethings are better shared. i cant stop listening to this! Love it. Forgive!
1.4k · Dec 2012
Ironic?
The voice Dec 2012
Blind people can't see,
Yet they notice the difference from real and fake
Other people can see
Yet they decide to ignore reality and keep fake
How ironic!

Deaf people can't speak
Yet they fight for their beliefs
People that can speak
Decide to stay shut and wait

Paralyzed people can't walk
Yet they get up and run to their dreams
Some people can walk
Yet they decide to stay and forget their dreams

Is it just me or is this wrong
Both types of people should
See
Speak
And run...
The voice Jan 2014
sometimes being free doesn't mean leaving
Maybe freedom is right in front of you
And right in the place you stand
It is possible that you can find freedom
right there,
What if you were your own oppressor
I mean, i know that out there, in the world
there are people just waiting
To hurt to, and to laugh when you get hurt
I know that out there, there are other people,
that instead of praying for blessings,
they pray for curses against you
But you decide what to do in the end
Will you continue that pattern of curses
or will you turn the book around
There are times when its better to turn the cheek
But that doesn't mean that you have to stop
The fact is that Jesus died so that you could be free
And he did say to turn the other cheek
But he never said to stop fighting
Not physically, of course
But spiritually
Sometimes the biggest fight is alone
In A room
Kneeling down,
Because whether or not you believe it
Punching the one who called you fat or ugly,
Is actually loosing the battle
You might feel awesome at the moment
but tell me, how much will it last
Until the feeling wears of and you find,
yourself crying again,
But when you kneel down and tell God,
The fight continues
But not failure! Victory rises
and there is nothing like it,
Literally, you fell your heart beating so fasts
not even an ocean can cover the spark of fire that's starting
Its a feeling that no matter what, Is simply unique,
I used to think that crying and feeling pity for my self was the way to forget, but that just made me remember more the next day, and cutting would make the pain go down, but really it made it worse, committing suicide was so at hand, but that would automatically be a fall, and a big LOSE!
Maybe all we need to try once more,
With repentance
With will,
With God!!!
Let's the the revolution turn into Victory
I DARE YOU!!!
I might even double dare you too!!!
1.2k · Feb 2013
It's not about YOLO
The voice Feb 2013
I'm tired of this fight
All the scars
All the bruises
All the pain
"For what?"
I ask
"there is nothing there for me"
Yet,
There is
There might
There could
"what purpose do I have"
I'll tell you
"what do you know"
I know enough
"prove it"
I will
"what purpose do I have"
To live
This life
Before you
Die
Without
Living through
YOLO!!!!
1.2k · Nov 2012
I want a guy
The voice Nov 2012
I don't want a perfect guy
Because i am not perfect
I don't need  the hottest guy
Because i am not the hottest girl
I don't need the smartest guy
Because i am not the smartest girl

But i do need a guy who,
Loves me for my reality
not my fakes, nor my looks
Who respects and understand my decisions
Someone who listens to me
Someone who really cares about me

I don't care about what other boys are doing
I want him to be real
If i wanted fake I would go to the store,
and buy a teddy bear
I want him to see in my a true girl
And a true inspiration

I want him to know what he does
I want him to make mistakes,
because that way he is learning
I want him to be ambitious about the right things
Like work, love, and success
Not money, cars, or power

I want him to know that I am here,
For him
For his love
For his heart
For his thoughts
For the way he thinks
For him

I want a guy who can read this poem
And say That's me.
Who ever is reading this and is a girl, Appreciate your self. Who ever is a boy learn that girls deserve the best, even if the do not seem to be the best. Things are not always what they seem
1.2k · Sep 2013
Spanish melody
The voice Sep 2013
Una cancion titulada; amor frio tibio...
Soplaba el viento, mire al cielo,
vi tu rostro sonriendome
Se acerca el tiempo,
segui el camino y me perdi.
Soplaba el viento,
me jalo y me derreti en tu bondad
Encontre camino
el camino alfin
Volvi a mirar al cielo
Vi tu rostro sonriendome
Senti una brisa fria y tibia
Al misma vez,
En un istante el mundo cambio
Era tu calor
Era tu amor
Eras tu mi señor
Fueron tus manos las caricias que senti
Y sin persarlo en tus brazos me acoste
Sus labios sobre mis mejillas
Besandome con un padre a su hija
Con amor, sin juzgar,
Con una ternura,
en al cual mi corazon no lo sostubo
y mis ojos sintiron lagrimas bajar
solo al sentir tu amor
tan grande que su vida por mi en la cruz!!!
1.2k · Nov 2012
Good morning
The voice Nov 2012
Good Morning
It is a new day
It is time to begin on a new road
It is time to let the world see
That i might be one in one million
But i am one that can change the world

Good morning
It is a new beginning
A new opportunity to change mistakes
I love new days
because they offer you a new time
To help you mature
And help you grow up
Like the young awesome people we each are.
1.2k · Nov 2012
Two sides: Choosing one
The voice Nov 2012
Maybe I should try it
Maybe I should not
It's a risk I can take
It's an opportunity that came to me

Two sides insidE my head
One saying I should
I should tell him I like him
I should run out there and sing
I should audition for the school play

But the other,
Ohh the other side.
telling me I could fail
I could get rejected
Or hit a bad note
Of do a horrible job while on stage

Who or what should I do
Who should I listen too
They both make a point
I don't want to fail
I could take a rejection
I couldn't handle the embarrassment

But I know one thing
I cant loose if I don't bet
But I won't win either
And if I loose, I will know what love is
I will practice more with high notes
I would be a better actor

What's the worst that can happen
Rejection
Laughs
Disappointment
But that's life
I won't ever know

In the future I will regret it
Like I regret now
Not taking my chances in the ropes coarse
Not going up the caves
Not auditioning for the right plays

Besides it's now,
Later I will be better
And more prepared
And if I fall again  
I will know how to get up easier
The harder my first fall is
The easier it will be o get up on the next fall

I can do it
I will do it
I did it
1.2k · Nov 2012
123
The voice Nov 2012
123
What I was yesterday
What I will be tomorrow
What I am today

Yesterday I was new
Tomorrow is not for me to say
Today is a surprise
1.1k · Apr 2013
Love of a parent
The voice Apr 2013
My mother cleans floor
She goes down to her knees and cleans every centimeter
She gets out of work leaving everything shining bright
My father left before I was born the I met him when I turned five
He left again two years later
I met my stepfather and he picked up heavy train floors
All for me
I used to be ashamed to say that my mother cleaned toilets and my stepfather cleaned offices.
Each have two jobs, their first starts at 6:30 and they get out at 3:00 the next starts at 5:30 then get out at 10:00.  
Yet they expect me tO wake up at 7 and go to sleep at 9 so that I get enough sleep.
My mom finished the third grade and that's as far as she went
My stepfather was lucky enough to make it to the 6th grade
My family moved to the United States when I was nearly six
We all belong in Mexico? Yea
But we are still here thanks to God's mercy...
I was never afraid of washing the dishes or cleaning the house because I only cleaned my home, my parents cleaned the offices, homes, hospitals, hotels, of other people for just 7.50 and hour.  My hands aren't soft from not working
They are rough but with lotion I cover that
By seeing me you have no idea who I am
I have committed many mistakes and I'm not proud
But I do know that time can cure all scars
Now I know what I wished I would have known since before
That people will judge you for being and for not being
I wish I had known that people aren't trust worthy until they know the complete truth about you and still stay by your side
It was my destiny to continue and their destiny to judge me but now
I'm proud to say that
My parents clean bathrooms and floor and carry heavy train floor to gve me a life worth living and I'm proud to be their daughter because unlicke the rest I know they love menin the worst of situations...
My stepfather love me even though we never shared the same blood...
1.1k · May 2013
Thank God
The voice May 2013
I trust In God my one hero
He saved me
Took my place in the cross and
Made me free from chains
He gave me a second chance to be free
1.0k · Nov 2013
Our eyes met!
The voice Nov 2013
I miss those playful smiles
when we stood side by side
I looked up and you looked down
Our eyes met as if for the first time
You reminded me of other times
When you touched my hands
as we waited for the doctor to say
that I could go home with you
Where we could be a family for the first time
You told me that..
you touched my hands and you felt
my soft breeze of love touch you
I remember how you once said that,
My eyes sang to you a song of love
Where those lies.
Was it my imagination
What was it?
I have the right to know...
Was it that you forgot the things I can clearly remember?
I don't understand
Was there someone else
Was the another reason
I demand an answer to your departure
You were my first word
Yes dear Daddy that's how much I love you
Too much that I still remember that you are my father
Even if another man sits in your place
that is your title
you are my father and I cant change that
Its been so long since I've tried
To forget
To forgive
To Love
All I could do was remember
All I could do is feel the pain
Ill I could do was Love someone else
But now I met Jesus, The one God
And Ill never forget because that will make me forget YOU
I cant judge you and not forgive, because I've been forgiven too
All I can do is Love because that was his mission...
I want to let you know that I'm here waiting
For you to come up and claim your tittle
Dear Father, you are stranger to me
But it is up to you to change that
Dear Father, there is someone in your place
and forgive me but I love him and I respect him
But I love you like I always have...
I'm here waiting for our eyes to meet again.
Truth is, Me and my dad haven't spend time together, Im only 16 but the pain that it feels to not have him because he doesn't want to see me, is greater than when you loose someone. Simply because it was his choice!
992 · Jul 2014
Spanish letter to a friend!
The voice Jul 2014
Que dificil ha sido verte haci
Que dificil ha sido no poder ayudarte
no entiendo tu comportamiento
pero tampoco juzgo lo que haces.
Yo se que las cosas son dificiles para ti
Pero quien no ha sufrido tanto o mas que tu
Si tan solo me pudieras voltear a ver
Saber que necesito verte fuerte
Por favor entiende que las cosas no se pueden hacer asi
Los erores que se cometen hoy,
pueden volver a afectarte en el future
Cuanto tiempo fue,
el tu y yo sufrimos por el separamiento
porque quieres que alguien mas pase por lo mismo
tu deverias saber el dolor tu y yo,
tuvimos que sufrir.
Te pido que pongas en mi lugar
Te quiero y te respeto pero es por eso que
tengo que decirte que estas hacienda las cosas mal
Dios te llamo
para ser salvado
y no es justo que tu dejes eso por;
2 segundos de mentiras!!!!
We all make mistakes, this is a message to  friend. Matrimony is promise made to be kept for ever. No one has the right to get in between, because you never know if that may happen to you. respect your marriage vows and other's too!
975 · Nov 2012
Ever loved?
The voice Nov 2012
Do you ever feel left out?
Do you ever feel you have lost the point of life?
Have you ever loved someone so bad,
you could die for them?
Did you ever say that you would give anything,
so that they could love you back?
Have you ever felt that need to see that someone,
in a situation where you had a problem.

Yes, i know how you feel.
I have been there
Done that
It is something impossible to control
It is something that we can't explain

While your friends try to make you forget that someone
But you simply can't
When you try to ignore his smiles,
but somehow when you try to ignore it,
you notice them even more.

I know that feeling
Especially if he doesn't do the same with you
It is horrible
He catches you staring at him
And you make up an excuse,
Or simply look away faster than him

Does he stand out,
In a huge crowd, even more than your friends
Who can you talk to?
Who can relate to this?
Am I the only one?

I don't know why
But he is who I love
And no human power can change that!!!

I know that feeling
And i know more than one out there
Knows that feeling as good or even better than me.
958 · Dec 2012
Family Ties
The voice Dec 2012
You know,
My dad is a mystery
My mom is a wonder
My Oldest brother is a surprise
My second Oldest brother is a changed man
My third oldest brother is a lazy head

That's my family
I was born far from here
I came here with them
They have been a great example
Each has their weakness and each have their strengths

They all make mistakes,
But who doesn't
Sometimes I cry because of them
Or cry for them
Sometimes i smile because of them
or laugh for them

But they are my family.
Some have left me,
but they came back
Some have hurt me
But they have apologized
Maybe they never said "I'm sorry"
But they have said i Love you
Maybe i didn't heart them say it
But i can feel it every time they say
"take care"
Because they worry
"See you soon"
Because they can't wait to see you
"Stay in touch"
Because they don't want to loose you!
"I love you"
Because they need you
"Ill think about you"
Because they cant afford to let you go!

They love me, because I love them
Positive plus Positive equals Positive,
956 · Nov 2012
Life in perfection
The voice Nov 2012
A person who lives
Just to prove he can do it
A person who tries
Just to finish the race
A person who does it all
Even if he can only one thing

Is a person who will be there
for good
For bad
For ever.

A life with the right person
Is a perfect life.
954 · Mar 2018
A Poor Man's treat?
The voice Mar 2018
I couldn’t wait for my class to end so I could run outside and find
el carrito (Stand)
I fell in love with the feeling and the taste before I even knew what love was.
I stood outside holding my mother’s hand waiting for her to ask
the times she did not ask I would pull on her plaid, decently long skirt and looked over towards the man selling raspados

She knew what I wanted and she knew how much I wanted it.
I focused on ...
el carrito
as if looking at it would be enough to call the gods of raspados to have mercy over me

They cost $1.50. My mother gives me the money
I run over
The man says

te faltan, no es suficiente (not enough)

I was devastated, I began to take step back slowly, I dared to not look at my mother with this disappointment.
I barely noticed the lady standing behind the man, she was the boss

I noticed she was looking towards my mother
Maybe she saw in my mother’s face something convincing, or maybe my confusion triggered a mother instinct
Whatever it was, it was enough

As I walked away slowly with my first heart break,
the lady behind says,

tiene antojo, tu daselo (She has a craving, give it to her)

I thanked her with my smile and with a slight flitter in my heart of happiness and even more with my taste buds having a celebration just by looking at how this raspado was being made

The beautiful sound of the mountain man, holding a metal, rectangular shaver of ice
containing it all inside until it was ready to be placed in the cup. The small stones pile one by one when crushed
Just big enough to hold shape and small enough to enjoy

Then the miel con sabor a tamarindo  being delicately set on top, like a creamy blanket in liquid form

Si, con limon y sal, porfavor, y poquito chile (add salt and lemon, and a bit of spice... Please)
because my mom taught me how to be polite
and then, to my surprise the actual fruit
tamarindo on top, a light brown coloring with a soft cover on the hardened seed inside

It decorated with grace and delight, the treat awaiting for me
I felt the richness


There I learned my first lesson of kindness
It is part of a longer piece... It is Nonfiction.
Raspados are similar to icecones but very Hispanic. I suggest trying one. They vary in flavors (guava, pineapple, lime, mango, etc...)
952 · Nov 2012
Give Up
The voice Nov 2012
I heard you wanted to give up
I heard you were tired of fighting.
I heard that you were going to stop trying
Just throw away all the effort.

OK
Why should I care, I doesn't matter
It is your decision
But...

Years ago did you know that
Gandhi gave up too.
Yeap, he did and now his home is still being colonized by the British
And Martin Luther king As well as Mandela
They gave up after a bunch of policemen came after them
And now in their own homes they are servants
They use different restrooms
They enter through different doors
They are treated like aliens from outer space.

If the wouldn't have given up their homes
would be a peaceful place for them
They would have proven justice.
Now think of what you can accomplish
How are your friends going to see you,
when you tell them Don't give up
But you were the first to give up
Just say you were weak,
Well what if they are weak too.
Maybe even weaker than you ever were

Tell me what change is there for someone who doesn't keep trying
Tell me what will you do later on?
Regret it, feeling bad for not keeping a fight
The haters, the neighbors, the enemies
want you to turn weak in a fight
But it is your decision to fall
Or show them that your weak moments
make you even stronger

If you need a wing-man here I am
I am here to help you
But don't give up
Follow Gandhi, Martin, And Mandela
They never gave up for what they believed in
They were threatened to death
but the still stood up high
for the desendents and their follows
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