Concealed in my diary
in the form of words
my emotions explode
inklings of events
predicaments conjectured
or  sighs of contentment
vaguely interpreted
lights my soul
stagnant but painful
glorious yet tearful

amidst the rain
rain in eyes
eyes all red
red like fire
fire in heart
heart with pain
pain of love
love for you
you and I
I for you

In the slumber
he walked
tugged
at the heartstrings
with joyance
but
another day
Dreaming

You beat within me
but whenever
you beat that much
I die pretty much

the deeper, I went
the darker, it grew
a lonely place, your heart
made me lost in you.

I dive into myself
to hide away from this world,
but the deeper I go,
the more I am near to you.

if you had heard my heart
you might have learned even more
words that my lips won't convey
you might have get with your heart
as heart has mind of its own
that beats more to say
for you to understand