You are like the worst doctor
And I am the best patient
That is letting you do an open heart surgery
Without anesthesia.

Worst thing than being blinded by love
Is being blinded by friendship.

Today even if it was raining and dark
I could suddenly see a really beautiful and
bright light coming from everywhere I looked.
Life is getting better I guess.

Apparently nowadays
What you have makes you who you are.

I'm that girl.
The one who never talks.
The one who sits in the corner.
The one who just leaves and walks.
The one who is creepy.
The one no one sits by.
I'm great at pushing people away.
Even when I want them to stay.
So yeah I'm that girl that would
Take my life away.
Caused no one bothered to
Break down my walls and tell me
I'm needed today.

What is it like?
To fit in with everyone around you
To not feel so small
To not be too soft spoken

What is it like?
To have countless numbers of friends
To constantly have plans
To never feel alone?

What is it like?
To get close to people
To smile so genuinely
To laugh so full heartedly

What is it like?
To not be me