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 Feb 2019 KuyaMak
twenty-six
slowly
surely
i'm losing my mind

slowly
surely
i'm living helplessly

slowly
growing unsurely
anxieties living in me

slowly
but surely
i'm giving up
 Feb 2019 KuyaMak
Katie
Ptsd
 Feb 2019 KuyaMak
Katie
All the moments get replayed
Every mistake I've ever made
Flashing through inside my head
Makes me wish I were dead.
Makes me wish I were dead.
 Oct 2018 KuyaMak
Isabelle
starry eyes
starry smile
you’re a universe
on earth
too beautiful
too bright
for this world
maybe that’s why
you’re not meant
to stay
because you are a universe
Agos ng pagmamahal na nadarama ay sadyang lumalagaslas
Halos hindi ko mapagtanto kung pagibig nga ba ito.
Hindi sa natatakot na akoy mabigo ngunit may nag mamayari
na ng iyong puso.

Ayokong mapalapit sayo sapagkat naiinlove ako ng todo.
isang masakit na kataga na pilit na winawaglit saking isipan,
kaibigan lang kita laging tinatandaan
pagibig ba nadama noo'y kinalimutan na
tanong sa may kapal bakit naging classmate pa kita.

Tiningnan ng palihim, sanay wag masamain.
pagibig na nadama hanggang pangarap nalang
talaga, sanay minsan maisip mo rin na
may nag mamahal sayo ng palihim.
torpe talaaga ako kahit anong sabihin.
kahit saang anggulo salain.
to ZHAMAE AVILLA
 Mar 2018 KuyaMak
ARI
No one seems to realize
Who I really am and all
The hurt inside me
Has been thoroughly hidden
Deeply within every poem
My exhausted hands have penned.
I’ve yet to be found.

-ARI
 Mar 2018 KuyaMak
ARI
Men
 Mar 2018 KuyaMak
ARI
Men
I will be completely honest with you
Im currently drunk as I write this.

For tonight a man stirred the anxieties
That have been buried in my bones.

My mind cycled through every moment
I have ever felt fear caused by a man.

My body hurt in every exact spot
My skin has ever been bruised by a man.

My heart screamed in agony
From every lie a man has fed me.

Tonight I drank until all I could feel
Was round glass resting on my lips.

You see, tonight a man wanted me
But I was far too scared to kiss him.

Tonight I said no, for I was uncomfortable
And stood up for myself.

I am so proud of my progress in self worth
And yet I am still hiding behind *****.

-ARI
 Feb 2018 KuyaMak
ARI
I have alcohol in my veins
Telling me I’m not ok.

I have anxiety in my brain
Slowly driving me insane.

I’ve a heart that I’ve kept caged
Even though it can’t be tamed.

I keep looking for beautiful change
Knowing life’s an unfair game.

-ARI
 Jan 2018 KuyaMak
Maicah Arbilon
Dear Mom and Dad,
I’m sorry for being the daughter you don’t want me to be.
I’m sorry if sometimes I bring bad luck.
I’m sorry if I always bring disappointments to you.

Dear Mom and Dad,
Did you know that sometimes I feel lonely?
Did you know that all the time I feel weak?
Did you know that I’m always longing for your embrace?

Dear Mom and Dad,
I always get jealous to my younger brother,
It feels like you always care for him more than me;
It feels like he’s the only child you have.

Dear Mom and Dad,
I always feel depressed and anxious,
I always feel disappointed on myself.
I always feel like I am the blacksheep in this family.

Dear Mom and Dad,
I did all my best to make you all be proud of me,
I did all my best not to make mistakes,
I did all my best but they’re wasn’t enough.

Dear Mom and Dad,
I wish someday you’ll gonna ask me if I’m okay;
I wish someday you’ll come to me smiling and you’ll gonna hug me.
I wish someday you’ll not gonna make me feel like im the worst person.

Dear Mom and Dad,
Did you even know that I almost killed myself?
Did you even know that the every move you make and word you says are hurting me?
Did you even know that you all once killed me?

Dear Mom and Dad,
I want to get out from this pain.
I want you to get this pain out of me;
But how? If you all didn’t see me hurting.
 Jan 2018 KuyaMak
Maicah Arbilon
He’s like a song in my ear,
He’s my favorite sound to hear.
His voice brings shivers to my spine,
He’s indeed the soundtrack of my life.

His laughter once killed my poor heart;
His eyes are like saying “I love you”.
His stares are my favorite one,
Our love story is the most best one.

His eyes… His nose… His lips;
They are my favorite sight to see.
Him alone;
Is the reason why im writing this song.

It may not have a melody to start with,
But by just looking at him;
Its like the notes in my head,
Have their on mind to make a melody.

This may not be a real song;
But instead a poetry.
A poetry to my man;
Whom my heart belongs to start with.
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