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What is there to say
When your
Being,
Has been shamefully disrupted
By feelings that were put
Away before
They ever had the
Chance to consume
Any of the
Raw edges
Of what you are
Blind-sided by
Loveless embraces,
And
Fists flying through walls
I'm frightened
Of what has bloomed inside
My echoing ribcage

*Help Me
I will tell
Anyone who asks
That I love you
But I will tell
Anyone who doesn't
That I don't
Because I offer lies
But reward questions
With the truth

***** This
November is coming
I can feel it
I've developed a creak in my bones
A stutter in my soul
The leaves have changed
Soon they'll fall
And so will I
So will I

*The Suicide Diaries
I am nothing
If not human in
My own right

I am not an angel
I cannot save
Every lost
Person
Who stumbles
Drunk into
My
Path


Though I may try

I won't read minds
Or keep
Promises
Or
Accomplish
the impossible

I too am lost
And so
Afraid
Putting people together
Like shards of broken glass
Cutting
Myself
On all
Of their edges


I'm sorry that I am not
Eternal
Or smooth
And that I break too

*But I am human
Please remember
That I too
'Shatter'
Soft kisses
           Against
                  
hesitant lips
Turns quickly too
              Hair pulling
                    *followed by 'i'm sorry'

then-suddenly it was love
             And I had no idea-how
                         too escape 'it'
but ****-painted, panted promises
            Are useless during
                        day lit seconds
Do not leave me beggin' for more
                 I could have destroyed you
      *instead, for you. I came - undone
Tar on my teeth
Tar in my lungs
Another day
Smoked away
To heavy guitar
And a hint of nostalgia
I miss the taste
Of being alone
Tonight
I'm here without you
And the forced silence
Is so ******* loud
I never let goodbye
Get to me like this
But this time
This time it hurts
Because you,
You
Really had me
And I don't know*

I don't know
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