Soft kisses Against hesitant lips Turns quickly too Hair pulling *followed by 'i'm sorry' then-suddenly it was love And I had no idea-how too escape 'it' but ****-painted, panted promises Are useless during day lit seconds Do not leave me beggin' for more I could have destroyed you *instead, for you. I came - undone
All I've been thinking about the last week is how you promised that Under any circumstances, leaving was never an option. Still, I'm glad you did, seeing as I never would have realized That I was causing you such trauma. I'm so sorry, because you never deserved anything like that. Not from the person you loved.
Just so we're clear, I still love you, Although I'm not sure if it's in the same way as before. Maybe it's just the fact that our connection made us inseparable, Even on our worst days. Sometimes I wonder if I just love you as a person now.
Regardless, I wish the best for you and everything you do. Every day has made me realize what mistakes I made. In case of you reading this and Considering the promises we once made each other, I Hope you can move on from them to someone better than I, Or maybe even come back when I'm more mature. Looking back, I'd just like to remind you; Dear, you're lovely, and deserve the world... and that wasn't me.