Mary N

Mary N Aug 2014

Untitled

I think it's sad when people say
"but what we had was real"
I don't think they realize that
"what we had wasn't even real"
is even worse

11:39 pm
august 14th, 2014

#love #had #what #this #about #is #who #we #guess #sam

Mary N Aug 2014

Bruised

During the day I’m fine!  
My mind is pale pink and banana yellow! 
And then!
 At night!  
Everything goes black and blue inside my mind! 
And I just!

10:56 pm, august 5, 2014
(Back to sad poems about Sam)

#sad #mind #blue #black #bruised

Mary N Jul 2014

Untitled

I'm not a hypocrite,
I'm just paradoxical

1:55 am
July 26, 2014

#hypocrite #paradoxical

Jul 2014

Pushing Daisies

Guilty

I sit and watch her bottom lip tremble,
And know that it's my fault.

The pieces that she can't assemble,
Are locked within the vault.

I sit and watch her eyes cloud over,
And have to look away,

She stills calls me her sunshine,
But I blind her with the rain.

She still calls me her sunshine,
Dispite the weathers change.

Mary N Jul 2014

A Light

You came into my life at the most crucial time
When I needed reassurance that it wasn't me
That it wasn't my fault
You make me laugh and you make me feel good
I can finally be myself after dimming myself for so long
I like talking to you and I like hearing your voice
You respect me and you treat me like a person, not a trophy
I don't know where this will lead,
But thank you for coming into my life

July 11, 2014
10:31 am
Noah

#love #happy #hello #you #*** #light #like #thank #gray #noah

Mary N Jul 2014

How can so much change within one week?

You said I was your everything on Monday
You said you missed me on Tuesday
You said you liked talking to me on Wednesday
You said "fine" and "sure" and "lol" and "ya" on Thursday
You said something came up and you couldn't see me on Friday
You said nothing on Saturday
You said nothing on Sunday

You cancelled on me again.
6-7-14
9:57 pm

#days #i #change #much #one #so #within #how #week #can