Head phones in
Drama out
You don't need
All this doubt
Shut your eyes
It's okay to cry

Sitting in the dark
Make up running down my face
Crying so hard
My mind is a haze

Why do I do this
To myself
I think I'm crazy
I need some help

My hand is numb
And my body shakes
My wrist is ******
My wrist aches

I'm sorry
I know I promised
But I couldn't help it.....

It's crazy to say
But I love him so much
Thing is he's much older than me
He's just so flawless
He big beautiful blue eyes
That are sometimes green
His perfect smile
Oh so stunning
And his voice
His voice
Is oh so beautiful

The pain
Is too real this time
I wanna slit my wrist and die

Don't worry Dear
I'm right here
You can cry
I'll dry your eye

I'll be here through thick and thin
and love you till my chest caves in
Even though you're not always near
I keep you in my heart dear

My body refuses to die
So many time I've tried
The blood just refused to run dry
I've decided I'm imortal
At least to myself

All my life I've been told
That in the end it will all get better
That if I keep living my life and only worry about me
I'll get better
All my life I've struggled
With depression
With anxiety
And even with people
My every day goal
Is to make it through the day
Without seriously injuring someone
Especially me
It's almost all I think about
So why tell me it'll get better with time
Because so far it's only getting worse
Yes, it does get slightly better
But it's hard to breathe with this anxiety
So why did you give it to me?
It's hard to live with this depression
So why do you insist I keep it?
Just because I'm strong enough for all this pain, doesn't mean I deserve it.

Why do you do this to me?
What do you get out of it?
Saying those hurtful things
I'm tired of it

She's a girl
yes
she cries
yes
she's wanted to die
but she's strong
and she's beautiful
and she's wanted
he wants her
to live to smile and most importantly
to want him back
and she does
she always will
even after she takes her last breath
she loves you
with everything she has
keep her
hold her
she was once broken
and she needs you to fix her
put her pieces
back together
and seal them there
with your love

I really need someone to talk to, I am broken and I don't know what to do.

What would you do if I died
You can't reach through the screen
to touch my pale face
because of course I'd say good bye

Lay me down
And hold me in your arms
Make me feel loved
If only for the night
At least be mine
Till the sun comes up
Because baby I need you here

We live so far apart
But I feel as though you're here
I want you to hold me through the night
And chase away my fears
I want to be you're only dream
The only thing you'll ever need
I want you to be there
Whe n I'm sad
When I'm happy
And when I'm scared
But most importantly I want you

I need someone to talk to. Anyone?

My hands shake and my mind becomes numb
How in the world could I be so dumb?
Anxiety has taken over my once simple life
I used to go to school happy
But now I get nervous when someone talks to me
I can't order at a restaurant
Or introduce myself
I can't smile at a stranger
Because I hate myself
I can't ask the teacher a question
For the fear of being wrong
I can't run in the hall
Because I'm afraid to fall
Then watch as every laughs at me
I can't wear short sleeves
Scared of what they think of me
Laugh at my scars that bury deep beneath my flesh
I can't laugh without feeling like an imposter
I simply just can't

You've forgotten about me
And it hurts so much
The pain in my chest
Is far too much
The emptiness inside
Is growing bigger
Maybe one day
It will become to big
It will explode and **** me
Then maybe I'll be happy

The pain is getting stronger
The days are getting longer
My body feels colder
She just wants someone to hold her

She's alone at night
Fighting a painful fight
Crying herself to sleep

She slits her wrist
As death whispers in her ear
Waking up in the morning
Will be her biggest fear

Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror and said
"Why am I still alive?"

The worst part about being adopted by someone who already have kids is the fact that you know they will always put their kids first. And it hurts because you know you're the least important. You could die and they wouldn't even care. So long as they're blood child doesn't die. I hate it. Its so hard sometimes

I just lost one of my online friends..  I'm not sure how to handle it

Hold me tonight
Build me a home
Make everything okay
Cause I can't I do this any longer

Can you see me? I need a friend to talk to.. And no one is here but you. Can you see me?

"No.. No I can't..."

so you can hear me?

"Okay.. Yes I see you.. And I hear you."

Will you be my friend? Can we talk?

"Sure, why not?"

Do you know where my mum is? I have seen her in a long time?*

I look down at my shoes

"No, I'm sorry.. What's your name?"

When I look up she was gone. She vanished.

I could never fall in love
With someone like you

I don't belong here
No one needs me
I'm just a waste of space
Why was a put here
Why do people hate me