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 Sep 2016 Karmen
Emily Dickinson
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When One has given up One’s life
The parting with the rest
Feels easy, as when Day lets go
Entirely the West

The Peaks, that lingered last
Remain in Her regret
As scarcely as the Iodine
Upon the Cataract.
 Sep 2016 Karmen
winter sakuras
I cry because
I know I am lost
and all alone in
the world, my tears
are not emerald
blue or silky skies but
endless rivers of
trailing ink and
bitter blood because
the world filled me
with regret and remorse
stripped down my
pride and my name
my self esteem and
my love shredded
and hope for a
brighter day no more,
but sometimes I
can't help but smile
let loose a trail of
laughter slip from
my lips and let
the corners of my
eyes wrinkle with delight
because I can't help
but want to be happy
I just want to let
those in the world
know, do not mistake
any form of happiness
that escape from me
as true contentedness
or well being because
there is no way to live
life without a smile,
but there is a way
to live life smiling
amidst the eternal tears.
 Sep 2016 Karmen
jerely
Your Heart
 Sep 2016 Karmen
jerely
take care of your heart
to where it would beat
at the right person
it'll choose
in a right moment of time.
September 11, 2016
Jerelii
Copyright
 Sep 2016 Karmen
Macy Opsima
i don't like myself
the way i look, the way i think
the way i was made,
i don't like it.
i wish i wasn't lazy
so i could make this poem more appealing
i wish i could conjure metaphors
and poetry would come bursting naturally out of me.
i wish i could reach that cupboard
without standing on my toes.
i wish i could be one with my words
and i could write about the way i feel.
i wish i wasn't so dependent
on people's praises
and i wish that statistics wasn't my only form of self-validation.
i'm always waiting for the day
where i'll wake up living the life
i dreamed about last night.
i wish my body was just like theirs
you can say that my body is unique
but i don't care
i don't want unique, i want pretty.
i wish i could pull a poker-face
without being self-conscious of what i look like.
i wish i could walk without
thinking that i was the center of the universe
that all eyes are cameras pointed at me
waiting for me to stumble & fall.
i wish i didn't have to delete
the past attempts of composing this poem again and again.
i wish the voices in my head isn't my lullaby and my alarm clock.
i wish i didn't fear falling down the reject hole
i wish art would radiate outside my skin
i wish i don't beat myself
for every time i restart this poem
and i hope after this last line,
i never have to.
inspired by savannah brown's "i wish: a flaw examination" video on youtube & along with other videos alike x
 Sep 2016 Karmen
Adasyev
Nothing Is
 Sep 2016 Karmen
Adasyev
Nothing is not the good
Nothing is not the bad
Nothing doesn‘t tell you
whether things are joyful
or if they are sad.

Nothing has sound of unheard sigh
and a witness in the mirror‘s eye.

It feeds you with memories on a fast food plate
without the scales to weigh its weight.

It smells like thin breath of common air
in which you die before you dare.

Nothing is not the good
Nothing is not the bad
And none of the fools knows
if you‘ve gone already mad.
 Sep 2016 Karmen
Colm
Before My Eyes
 Sep 2016 Karmen
Colm
This is the creature which commands my heart?
Which demands my respect and defines my reasons,
For which I refuse to depart?  

This creature in front of me.

What must I try,
Or even ask why?  

Is it a need to impress upon the rest?
That I was I,
Or that she was somehow best for me?

For I have since gone on to see,
That she is but a creature,
And that I am but a small shard of humanity.

Is there proof of this,
Which I have missed?
Quite possibly.

Or am I somehow immune to the truth,
That I am the only one who sees,
Or that my soul alone is the one which pleads,
To be apprciated?

Would you tell me this?

Or is life just meant to be,
A bitter tasting hollow test which I must best,
In a single man’s own exclusivity?

Why must I define such a simple thing?
Why can we not just coincide with empathy?

But to say that joy and empathy are the same,
Is nothing more than a lie to me.

Only recently have I begun to understand,
That I must stand,
Alongside a girl who is not the result of a lesser man.

One who knows the self and serves not pride.
Show me such a creature before my eyes,
And my heart will fly.
Show me please. (:
 Sep 2016 Karmen
Marium Iqbal
You are a tornado.
You spin anyone too close to you, leaving them in a dizzy fit.
You break them before they break you.

No wonder I thought I loved you.
A tornado like me.
Promising trouble at every turn.

You whispered, "I love you".
Presenting it with secrecy.
Holding me hostage with twisted logic.

I am a tornado, I admit it.  
And two tornados only bring more chaos.
I'm self-destructive but, you're too much for me.

Your lips were drowned in chloroform.
And I kissed you for the burn.
The same way I smoke cigarettes to pollute my lungs.

We drag each other to hell.
Shoot each other's hearts.
Naming it love, so we don't have to call it "just ***".

You were always too much for me.
Too much chaos.
In return, I was presented with such little love.

We wrapped up each other's hearts.
Hid them in the shelves.
And danced away our summer days in my sheets.
 Sep 2016 Karmen
xmxrgxncy
I pledge allegiance
to my heart
to live unafraid
in a world apart
in a dimension of fear
to have hope and love
in times where I tear
to rise up above

I pledge allegiance
to my heart
to let it rule
or tear apart
for of it I have fear
to lose hope and love
but i'll not shed a tear
but wait for attention from above
 Sep 2016 Karmen
dusk
i will be
 Sep 2016 Karmen
dusk
i will be
lying on the nearest
couch you can find;
a cigarette clasped loosely
between my fingers
a bottle of jack on the
floor beneath me.

i will be
wiping at my mascara,
pretending i've not been
crying; my shirt soaked
with the memories of the
familiarity of my
nightmares.

i will be
sitting on the roof
above all the skeletons in
my closet; singing
to myself and trying to
convince me that i'll
be okay.

i will be
haunted again by a past
i never knew
whispers of a life
i never lived
screaming my voice hoarse
with tears from tomorrow.

i will be.
i will.
i.
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