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 Aug 2015 KillerKhooler
Yanamari
My emotions, easily swayed...
My heart, easily frayed...
My mind, overpowering, confused,
Conflicting, raw, my soul... diffused...

I lay there, dazed, alone,
My eyes dart, tired, no moan
Escapes my lips, as the shadows encompass my soul,
I lay there, limp, thoughtless, imprisoned in the body of a doll.

I stand, eyes unfocused, the days flitting by,
My eyes are still, I cannot cry.
No tears are left, no tears reside,
In the empty body of the doll aside....

Dyed... tainted,
Blind.
Out of the night that covers me,
  Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
  For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
  I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
  My head is ******, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
  Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
  Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
  How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
  I am the captain of my soul.
i was taught
to always hand scissors with the blade
inside my clutch
facing myself
and the handle facing out
so I never hurt
anyone else
Since a young age
I was always taught
that it was better
to hurt myself
than anyone else.
 Jul 2015 KillerKhooler
LoveLy
Is it sad that I feel the most beautiful when I'm standing in front of my mirror half naked? When I feel the most ****.
I've never had the room to cry about a bad weight complex.
I've always been beautifully thin and  no angle not pleasing to look at...or so I've been told....

Told by the same male who broke down my walls and worked his hardest to get in...
only to see the beautiful body under this princess' gown.
The male who broke my walls and when left broke my heart leaving this beautiful body
empty.

I look in the mirror in my new lingerie feeling beautiful...feeling fake, because every time I see myself like this reminds me of how I looked just like this. Just as pretty, just as **** in my underclothes as I did then.  And it feels so wrong and so right that I stopped looking.
 Jul 2015 KillerKhooler
Diba
When you said that it was over I could feel my heart breaking in my hands.
I never told you that you were the first person I fell in love with.
And I’m sorry I never said it enough but I love you, I love you, I love you.
I loved you so much I could feel it in my bones starting to crack and whatever was left of me was on fire.
I loved you with everything I ever ******* had you were the only thing that made me feel something; I wanted it to be us in the end, so ******* bad.
You used to make me feel like my heart would stop beating, and I miss the way we used to talk, I saved my heart for you. It was all you.
I just wanted someone to show me that there’s a reason to love and God I wanted to ******* drown you in my affection I wanted to love you so hard and I wish I could, I wish I could.
 Jul 2015 KillerKhooler
mk
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 Jul 2015 KillerKhooler
mk
never said it'd be easy
never said it'd be fine
all i said is that it will be worth it
it'll be worth your time

cause when the sun
shines
upon us all
cause when the moon
light
tells us our faults
we will rise
we will stand
we will claim our position
we will climb
higher than before
we will own the floor

young
and wild
we want it all
we'll be fine
as long as we are
together
in this
we will rise
again
we will
rise again


it is harder
it is darker
it is larger than before
we are growing
we are learning
never been through this before
but the sun will shine
the birds will sing
and we will learn to live
we will succeed
we will bleed
we will survive this

for the youth
too often underestimated
misunderstood
for the youth
is
our future
we'd better make it good

one day
we will learn to forgive
learn to give more than we take
we will become
people of worth
and we will take it all

so raise your glasses
toast to us
toast to the future ahead
it's in my hands
it's in your hands
and we will **never give in
// despite our flaws, im proud of us. we will rise, we will win. //
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