i dont like the way that love ends
i think its time to go numb.

im addicted to the thought of you

i just cant seem to take my mind
off
you.

It’s not that I’m sad, per se,
It’s that I’m not anything at all
I cannot feel happiness.
I can experience it but I know
That it will not last forever.
That is the case with all things.
Life is temporary and beautiful,
Life given and taken away
In the same breath.
In some strange way
I’ve known what happy feels like
I’ve just been wishing I knew
How to feel it now.

the constant war in my head couldn't bring you back,
what could i do to bring you back?
you're so far away from me
yet so close.
if i reached my hand out to you,
would you take it?
can i turn back time to when you were here with me?

I watch them as they go,

flow down my cheeks

to my pillows

to my floor

making a puddle so i can see
my imperfect reflection staring back at me

He's all I see now.
Everything is him.
He's in my dreams,
He owns my thoughts.
Sleeping is to feel him,
Waking is to see him.
Living is for him,
Loving is for him.
Even with a sky full of stars...
He's all I see now.