Listen... I said I was

•F• alling Apart
•I• nsecure
•N• eglected
•E• mpty

So if I say that I'm •FINE•.... I'm •FINE•... I'm not lying to you...

4 times the earth orbited the sun yet only once did you stop to see your shadow.

87,600 times it allowed you to second guess but you didn’t face it, just watched me sink right in.

Sinking sands of committed hands brought pressure but no diamonds. No light to revolve around.

Now I’m ticked off thinking this was a waste of my time. Not much of a leap, yeah?

Human-angel


If  the  birds
will  cry
then   where   i
will    store
your  tears.




Your  smiling  was
matching  with
birds.

So,  ocean     could  not
identify  and
in  confusion  also.


Overseas   monsoon
clouds
were   in  great
confusion.


Overseas   malware   were
tied   by  thinking
about  your  similarity
that   you  a  human-bird
or   human-angel.

I wish my life was a gift,
because then I would not open it
And give it to someone that actually will be happy with it.

But sadly it's not,
And do I have to live with this thought.