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Kahou Eru Jul 2019
I told myself
I won't lose myself
No more
I promised
To be true to myself
Never again will I
Betray my beliefs
My strengths and fears
Is what make
Me an original
An authentic
Mess with a unyielding
Spirit
Count me out fine
But I have enough
To believe in you and I
Never again
Will I let myself go
Kahou Eru Jul 2019
At this point
We broke up 11 times
In a span of 8 months
You take no blame
No accountability
I always be the one
To lose a bit of myself
Everytime I apologize
And try to make things right
Even you said it
That the love gone
Yet we always keep coming back
Why
Lord knows your low regard to my
Pedestal I put you is crumbling
Idk if I can remain loyal
Personally I don't even care for you
I know my self worth and I'm not
To be used or to be looked down
On by someone as lowly  as you.
Sorry but I'm done with you
Keep your ignore/block game true
Show social media just how
Unsavoury you truly are
Kahou Eru Jul 2019
You love me
Now you hate me
You appreciate me
Now I'm not a man but a child
You want me
But rather have other men
You stand by my side
Now I'm all alone ditched
Man how can I trust
One as wicked as you
Kahou Eru Jul 2019
I see your lies
The deceit
You stay prepared to turn it on me
But you can't fool another "liar"
You got your agendas
I got mine
You cheat
And well I have my crimes
You ignore my calls and don't attempt
To answer
Boy
Oh boy
Was that talk to that man
Electric?
Me me me
How selfish can one
Person be
Huh
I gave you high regard
But you regarded me that of a flea
No more will  I give my all
You don't deserve someone different  
LIKE ME!!
I don't got time for a stunted child who swears they're  grown
No not me.
I admit I still got some growing to do
But so have you
Compatibility
Dont has **** to do with the fact
I can't trust you
I'm not a tool to be used.
I admit I admit
I done shady ****
But
I still give love and respect to you
How about you try
It
And I might give you the love a real
WOMAN DESERVES
lord knows I want to spoil you.
But that lie so I can't be truly " raw"with you fine.....
Though your accountability is in ?
But YOU WILL RESPECT ME!!!
TRUTH HURTS
Kahou Eru Jun 2019
I just came across the city to work
Never did I imagine to come across
A delicate flower
It wasn't my intentions to look
Upon it
It only took that glimpse that I found  myself
Drawn to its aroma
It was sweet and bittersweet
I couldn't  help but notice the clouds forming
As the flower weeps
But how was I supposed to know ?
I only intended to speak my feelings
To the flower
I Never meant to hurt the world
Who could leave a rose drenched in the muddy streets of granite.
Now I only wish to care and one day
Show the rose its beauty
Kahou Eru Jun 2019
The skilled user of words, the wizard conjurer that provoke your thoughts.          
I ought to be  sentenced to death.    
For an enlightened mind such as mine for the crime of influencing young minds
You see the Government hate visionaries like me, so they call the disciplinary, to disrupt revolutionaries, COINTELPRO, look them up if you don’t know, for all you conspiracy theorist, I am the head of realist ****, shot calling
You might as well call me Shon the abolitionist.
When it comes to such a wicked being such as me, they call to question my thought for knowledge and I tell them
As the practitioner of hard knocks, my quest for power is almost pestilent; people say knowledge is power  
But what they don’t tell you, is power comes from applying the knowledge
To acknowledge the most dangerous man in the room isn’t the man with the gun nor the thirst for power
But the man in the shrouded darkness waiting to pounce, call me Rockefeller and Rothschild.
I am almost out of time but please forgive me, my mind sits in an higher dimension
My mentality is overpriced that’s why the naïve mind is as common as head lice
As I am the sole provider to the zeitgeist.

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