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Jul 6 Foogle

Too Much

Jul 6 Foogle

Lostling

Too Much

Ping
4 unread messages from contact: Cookie Monster

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173 unread messages from group chat: cat gang

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392 unread messages from group chat: secret society

I'm drowning
In the words
Toomuchtoomuchtoomuch
Shutting down...

Mute chats?
Yes
Mark all as read?
Yes

Click

If I leave people on read, this is why.

#overwhelmed #messages #texts #shutdown

Jul 6 Foogle

A Poem For My Father

Jul 6 Foogle

Lostling

A Poem For My Father

Birds fly
So do I--
Lifted by your hands.
Paper *****,
Wrestled falls,
Laughter with no end.

Scars earned,
Lessons learned,
Gearing me for life.
Always here,
Support clear,
Pillar of my life.

He gives so much it feels like I'll never be able to repay him. One day when I get a stable job, I wanna get him a motorbike =))

Happy fathers day!
(Yes I am a say late T.T)

#fathers #day #love

Jul 6 Foogle

Dreams

Jul 6 Foogle

Lostling

Dreams

When I sleep,
I no longer dream.
If I do dream,
It fades with the rising sun.
Unless it's one
Where you lay in my arms
Sleeping, because I was too late.

Who could forget such a dream?

I had another nightmare last night. I wish they'd stop.

#dream #nightmare #remember #death #loss #grieving

Jul 6 Foogle

New friends

Jul 6 Foogle

Lostling

New friends

I treat new friends
Like one night stands
Convince myself that they,
Like so many others,
Will leave.

Give them a glimpse
Of who I am--
Pre planned parts of my heart.
Never too much,
Never close enough
For them to take root and stay.

I take the thrill
Of someone new;
Their taste sparks on my tongue
Until I throw it all away
When the morning comes

I treat new friends
Like one night stands
And leave before they do

I'm a very social person and have met a lot of people whom I could have been close to had I not run.

#friends #relationship #running #leaving #scared #hurt

Jul 6 Foogle

What is the meaning of life?

Jul 6 Foogle

Lostling

What is the meaning of life?

From young, we play--
Tiny hands, big dreams

Then they hand us books,
And say, study hard.
Why?
So we can work in the future.

Why work? To enjoy.
Then work more
To enjoy a little more.

A loop,
Endless and spinning

So I say good riddance!
I denounce this life and laugh in its face.
It has no meaning.
Not unless you give it one.

The world can give you a hundred reasons.
But none of them are yours
Write your own answer.

Life is a tool. What will you do with it?

#life #philosophy #questions #answer #purpose #meaning #answets

Jul 5 Foogle

Untitled

Jul 5 Foogle

Raven Star

Untitled

Would you have loved me
If i was a worm?
Crushed and torn
Like i mattered nothing at all.

Random thoughts

#random #thoughts #love #doubts