I would always think of you as my first reason to keep my life worthwhile; my first reason to live and not just survive. You have all my firsts, hopefully to be my last.

I would always remember how the stars would shine for you, seeing and feeling every inch of your skin glows underneath the blue light moon,
How the night sky shines and rise for you. I knew that when I look deep into your eyes, I knew you’re the one.

I would always remember how fate and destiny lead us here
That every mistake and misleading decision I made lead me right into your arms
Each coincidences are not plain luck and would often happen.
It was a one in a million experience and yet was still meant for it to happen.

I would always remember how we first sat and talked, with our hearts full of passion and tranquility, that neither of us never wanted to stand up and leave on that coffee table we were sitting in
I knew from the very start that you will be the one.
You understood all my thoughts in a blink of an eye back then, our thoughts clicked in just a jiff and I think it’s a beautiful thing for me.

I would often think of the future with you. That one day I’ll wake up next to you, morning sun rays hitting our morning faces.
With our tangled feet underneath the tangled sheets
We’ll wander with our minds, never wanting to get out of bed and do our errands for that day.

You never fail to seize my mind, and you know that.
You never fail to bring out the best in me and pull out the worst.
You were my hope when in times of doubt and darkness, you are my star.
You taught me to sail far across my comfort zones and to ride back on each big waves I will encounter.
Through the rigged battles that we have, yet I still don’t know when to come, you just sat there with me, telling me not to worry a single bit.

I would always think of you as my first reason to keep my life worthwhile; my first reason to live and not just survive. You have all my firsts, hopefully to be my last.

Dearest You,
It's already past two in he morning and I'm still wide awake with my cup of coffee.
Thinking about you; I know, I'm crazy.
But honestly speaking, you just don't know how much you mean to me.
I don't know if we're meant to be but all I know is that the stars grant my plead of having a man that'll offer his everything to me
And from the bottom of his heart and soul, will love me truly.

Dearest You,
Connect all the thoughts your mind, heart and soul has to offer, and they'll make a beautiful constellation.
I always look up to your mind, heart and soul
For it gives me enough strength and reason to stay, to live, and to be happy.
Darling there may be times that I'm as hard as a rock, that no action and no person can cheer me up when I'm down
Just the thought of you and you being there for me can soothe me down and in a blink of an eye I'm already fine.

Dearest You,
Count all the flaws you have, because those are the reasons I love you most. Your flaws will be my treasures to keep
For they were the reason why I'm still falling in love with you.
I'll love you at your worst, and as well as your best.
Keep them and hug them tightly
For your flaws make them "you"
and I always and will always adore the idea of "you"


Dearest You,
Letters, hugs, cuddles, and kisses can't measure how much I deeply love you.
I don't know what will measure it, darling.
But I know that my love for you will be as infinite as the stars above, as impossible and unimaginable as the universe that surrounds us.
I am so grateful, so blessed and so lucky to have you, dear. I have found my home, my tranquility, my soul, my direction, my everything.

The truth is
I miss the way we used to be
I miss our late night talks
How we talk about the stars I love
The spoken words I used to listen to
The songs that we liked to sing along
Because we knew that every phrases
Are much more than just a phrase.

When the time we see the moonlight
We bid each other good night
And as the sunlight peaks
We start the day with each other's
"Good Mornings"

You've kept me going
You're the ray of light
Who appeared on my darkest hour
You showed me what love feels like
Which brought me back into your arms

You're a symphony,
A combination of different instruments
Carefully, gracefully, passionately played altogether
A music to my ears
A beautiful arrangement.

A metaphor of everything.

When did my home feel like home?
I never felt that
When did I feel the empathy in you?
Because you never understood what I  was thinking
And you never plan to.

If this is home, why can't I see the serenity in it?
If you were really there, why can't Ii be the person I want to be?
To pretend will be the lowest thing I'll ever do
But you have me no choice,
You were the one who pulled me into this madness.

I wasn't asking for materials
Or expensive things
All I ask is for your kindness and respect in return.

Dearest You,
How are you?  I've never written a love letter so here's a ****** one.

Dearest You,
you bought me so many gifts, I'm sorry I didn't get the chance to thank you and I haven't given you something in return. But I'm sure of something that I can give you in return; love, tears, and a shoulder you can rely on.

Dearest You,
What has gotten in to you that you picked me? Out of all the other girls that's begging on their knees, you still picked me. What drug did you take that  you see beauty in me.

Dearest You,
I'm sorry for being a stubborn girl. I'm sorry for being this lanky person you thought is the definition of demure. I grew up hanging out with boys, living under my uncles and guy cousins. I don't have a heart of a woman, but a heart of a boy. Bear with me, darling. I hope you get used to it.

Dearest You,
My parents were making fun of us, they said you're a keeper. Yes, don't worry, it's true. One question though: am I a keeper too?

Dearest You,
It's been 4 months, yet, you haven't given up on me. Congratulations!

Dearest You,
I've given you too much burden, I don't deserve you. Darling, why me? instead of that beautiful girl who keeps on looking at you?

Dearest You,
When are you going to stop making me fall deeply in love with you? You are such a beauty in my eyes, Northern lights in Norway, a pearl that's hidden underneath the ocean. My parents are right, you are something worth keeping; worth staying.

Dearest You,
I'm sorry for bothering you, I'm sorry for everything. I know I wasn't meant for you, I'm sorry for wasting your time and begging you to stay.

Dearest You,
Too many unsent letters, darling. Too many thoughts I want to say. I didn't have the chance to give it to you because you didn't choose to stay.