blackbiird

blackbiird Jul 2019

do you ever see yourself
from the lens
of someone else
and marvel at
what you see
or do you paint a scenario
in your head
of what you would
change about yourself?

#perspective #change #window

blackbiird Jul 2019

"sinking"

i'm drowning but no one seems
to notice so i allow myself to succumb
to the cold, murky waters of the dark abyss
and everything goes quiet.

#suicide #depression #lonely #suffering #despair

blackbiird Jul 2019

letters to her~ two

i always wanna die
whenever you're away
from me
because you're the one
who gives me life.

please don't ever
stray from my sight
because i'm afraid i
might lose myself if you do.

#love #romance #her #lgbt #relationships #friendships

blackbiird Jul 2019

letters to her ~ one

I’m in love with you
And I don’t kow how to handle it.
All I know is that
I don’t want it to fade.

#love #lgbt #romance #her #relationships

Jul 2019

viola

mental health

sometimes I wish I had cancer
then people would send me flowers, and get well soon cards.
but I am bipolar
so when I am sick
I suffer alone, ashamed
because too many times
people synonymously use my illness for crazy.

-please stop

#mental #health #bipolar #sad #broken #awareness

blackbiird Jul 2019

l o v e s i c k

the
disease
has
progressed
and left
me
paralyzed,
lovesick
and
stuck
in
your
world
with
no
escape.

#lovesick #relationships #heartbreak #pain #love #trapped #paralyzed

blackbiird Jul 2019

s y m p t o m s

there's
no
cure
for
the
disease
you've
given
me.
I'm
simply
showing
symptoms
of your neglect.

#love #relationships #broken #heart #neglect #lies #symptoms