I swear it was real
I swear it got colder
She touched my face
And then got bolder

She silhouetted around me slowly
And stopped and whispered in my ear
"I am here to help you, Jonah
There is no need to fear."

You'll be okay
I promise you that
You think you're alone
But there's your friend Matt

Then she burst into flames
In front of my eyes
And laughed a wicked laugh
Picking up some ties

"Please don't hurt me!"
This isn't real.
"Oh but I am, Jonah
So try not to steal

All of the fun
From out of my hands."
And she was there behind me
Wrapping me in bands.

-Alexis

He was nothing but scared
For his little girl
To fall in love
With a stupid boy

He tried to save her
From leaving his arms
"Don't run to him
He'll break your heart"

"My heart is hard
Like rock and metal
He'll never break it
Or leave me scarred"

He shook his head
And let out a sigh
"I don't want you
to come home crying"

"Daddy I'm strong
Like brick and stones
He will not hurt me
I'd break his bones

I will be back home
Before you know it
Whether I'm smiling or not
Please don't worry

I love you more
Than pancakes and chocolate
I will come home
Not bruised or broken

And give you a hug
Because you're the man
The one and only
Allowed in my heart."

-Alexis

I'm stuck in a day dream
And I don't want to leave
It's so much better
Than all the pet peeves
That are in real life
Making you go crazy
Here in this world
You never feel lazy
It's a wonderful place
That you'll love forever
'Cause it grows with you
And your future endeavours

-Alexis

I'm not a game
Don't play me
Don't mess with my head
Or you'll see
That I can do better

Better than you.

-Alexis

i was taught
to always hand scissors with the blade
inside my clutch
facing myself
and the handle facing out
so I never hurt
anyone else
Since a young age
I was always taught
that it was better
to hurt myself
than anyone else.

You love me
When the alcohol kicks in
Then take it back because
it wasnt the real you talking

You miss me
When you get high
Because your lows
Include me

You **** me
When your sober
Then ignore me
When we pass by each other

I wish i was what you were addicted to

i’ve never moved houses
but it’s the classic “it never felt like home,”
so i built one in myself i built a home
and i take it everywhere i go.

the selfie stick
with a gun at the end
pointed at me
shooting you