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Savannah Muller Mar 2018
I am busted.
I have been caught.
no one will feel like this , because no one is me.
i have lived through secrets i have to hide, but never hide something from someone you know will find out from behind.
I should learn my lesson, but i might not. for who know what will happen.
Will i do something wrong for the right reason?
disobey to obey?
lie to tell the truth?
ignore to listen?
or even fight to defend?
all of these thing have a reason. some better than others.
but never lie to someone who trusts you dearly because once that trust is broken it takes a heck of a lot to earn back.
because once you have lied to someone who loves you so much.... well your doing a me.
so change it or you will be caught and will be done.
even better tell the truth the first time.
because not matter what.
Mothers will always find the truth in the end.
I have really messed up with my mum and family for lying about something for about a year and a half. oh boy am i in trouble. but i must face what i have done wrong and hopefully learn from it..... Maybe??
Savannah Muller Mar 2018
every story has a beginning, middle and an ending.
some sad some good.
but what happens in the middle is from an angels whisper. guiding you. helping you.
you may not know it but it's there.
watching and waiting for you to ask for guidance.
and when you do need it. they will whisper it in your ear or show you how in another way.
so whatever happens you will always receive....
An Angels whisper
it all happens in the present / Middle of your life.. you life is a story to be told to don't shy away from it... tell it.. to you others the world... this is your time.
  Feb 2018 Savannah Muller
nicoarty
The problem with Angels
Is that - as they fall
Their wings,
In all towering beauty
Reach out, stretching;
Feathers and bone
To drag and pull
Away at those
Who dare to watch,
Souls ensnared:

“I couldn’t look away if I tried”
  Feb 2018 Savannah Muller
Samm Marie
I refuse to be the
Damsel in distress
When I can be the
De-stressed damsel
What is it like?
To fit in with everyone around you
To not feel so small
To not be too soft spoken

What is it like?
To have countless numbers of friends
To constantly have plans
To never feel alone?

What is it like?
To get close to people
To smile so genuinely
To laugh so full heartedly

What is it like?
To not be me
Savannah Muller Feb 2018
Behind my smile, is a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.
Look closely at me and you will see,
The girl I am....
Isn't me
i am falling apart I have hidden so many dark secrets i don't want people to know coz i don't want pity or sympathy and  it is killing me. but if i do i would feel better but if i don't people could see what i am not and i  keep my secrets. i am bruised everyday by my past. i cry to myself inside. I want a life but i feel like i can't have it. every time i look at my self i think i have to let it out sooner or later but more or less later. i try to let some out but people shut me down. idk what to do anymore. so for now i keep hiding my dark secrets.
Savannah Muller Feb 2018
Look at me. I will never pass for a perfect bride.
Or a perfect Daughter. Can it be, I'm not meant to play this part.
Now I see that if I were truly to be myself. I would break my Family's Heart.
Who is that girl I see? Staring straight back at me. Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Somehow I can not hide, Who I am though I tried.
When will my reflection show who I am inside?


When will my reflection show who I am inside?
I feel like my Family hate me. picking for everything I do. they are getting up me for everything. i have tried to change myself for them. they always do not see my hard work. now I don't know who I am and so this poem sums up how I am feeling. Comment if you want But Honestly idc what happens today. I am looking into a blurry mirror.
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