Two weeks ago I left you,
Because I had fallen in love with the idea of a man.
It took so much courage,
And last night wasn't part of my plan.
You see the day after I left you,
I found out she was already in your bed,
Making me angry,
The darkness filling my head.
And then to my dismay I found out,
It hasn't been just the past two weeks,
But throughout our relationship,
Making me weak.
I snapped last night,
and you saw the side I didn't want you to see,
After three amazing years,
I was the person I never wanted to be.
I smashed your phone to the ground,
As I punched you in the head,
Threw your laundry into the street,
Mostly just the stuff from your bed.
What I've done to you is nothing compared to this,
Not even thinking of the man in my head,
For all he really is, is a dark thought you see,
But you're already too busy with her in your bed.
Unpure thoughts of another man led me to leaving my boyfriend of 3 years just for me to find out he'd been cheating on me, with a minor nonetheless