Kellin

Kellin Nov 2017

Assault so hungry for your bones
Your shadow resides on my wall
Void in my chest
I hope you can find rest

#car #wreck #death #sadness

Kellin Nov 2017

Tell me great painter?
Do I end up Happy?

Or was my fate decided the day you chose to paint me black and grey?

No pastels of vivid lush meadows
Or bright sunsets

No; just soft hues of inky misconfiguration
Blurred lines on page

Depression as its finest. Questioning why i was born this way. What is normal?

#depression #painting #painter #lost #sadness #lonely #ink

Kellin Nov 2017

Desolation

My eyes roll back
As the world fades.
I
exhale desolation,
And let my phone die just like the feelings inside me.

#**** #love #depression #desolation #sadness #breakups #hate

Kellin Oct 2017

Selfish me.

If the man in the mirror wasn't always first, then maybe loving you wouldn't have to hurt.

I am a selfish, destructive, lying human. Why do I exist?

#selfish #love #hurt #pain #help #lying #lair #human #issues #alone

Kellin Oct 2017

Life.

My life rarely fits
The picture I draw up
In my head

I have this idea life perfect life yet it's all just a facade.

#sad #life #picture #draw #head #depression

Kellin Oct 2017

Decay

I struggle to hold on to you.
With love comes decay.

#decay #love #sad

Kellin Oct 2017

Green lies.

Green eyes telling you lies.
Brown eyes painfully seeking the truth.

Green hides, loathing, despondent.
Green is actually blue, the darkest shade perhaps this is true.

Brown discloses, inflamed, aggrieved.
Brown cannot discern the truth, troubled mind resides.

Green wants dissolution

Everything I have ever done is because I am ashamed to tell you that I hate my existence. I am sorry

#yellow #depression #death #sadness #sad #lost #hurt #pain #stupid