A,
This is for you,
Just wanting to let you know that using me didn't release you from your past,
What you did to me, it just shows who you are as a person and how much of a **** boy you are.
I saw you...
I wanted to run into your arms,
But you didn't even Acknowledge me
You looked at me and didn't even Smile
You completely disregarded me
like we were never a thing
Like we never happened
I tried to get you to do something
I ended up just making myself look desperate
and i found out why you acted different around me
Why you didn't flirt back
Why you hadn't touched me,
Why you disregarded my presents
When I was waiting with a rose,
I was staring at my toes
I see your shoes...
and a pair of flats,
I look up and you're smiling
down at a girl that isn't me
you leaned in and kissed her
just the same way you had kissed me
You held her waist,
The same way you held mine
You had the same smile on your face
When you had first seen me,
But I have now been replaced
with someone prettier, shorter, and just better.
I now know why I can't get over you,
Because I still care for you
We made a promise,
But I think I'm going to break my first promise
I just can't keep it anymore
My silver paintbrush has been sitting for too long
I'm glad you're happy, A.
You aren't worth the pain, yet I still fee it