Stress riddled into my veins
A drug leaving my head in the clouds
No one cares about your stress
Just study for the tests.
3 in one day
What a gift
Stress in my veins
But it takes a lot to **** me.

Don't wait for me
Cause I can't change this path I am on
The love for you is gone
And I don't want you waiting
For something to happen

I am sorry.
I have tried
But I am not gonna force love
Don't wait
Find happiness and not suffering
Waiting for me.

Why do i feel this good.
After all that went down.
I feel.... Good
It is like the eye of the tornado
And everything is silent and calm
I like it
The silence.
The smiles.
I have to stop putting myself down.

I know you looked at me,
But I don't think you saw me.

I have had dreams
Of us
Leaving all these struggles behind
Just you and me
In our own place
Dancing and laughing
In our own world
Where we don’t have these ugly masks
Covering our love
There is no monster
In between us
Nor inside us
Only the love we have
Where you love me with all you have.

Some dreams come true.
Some are just the longings
Of the heart.
You are the longing of my heart.
Dreams about you
will never come true.

a thousand i miss yous linger
in the sky, stubborn clouds that they
are. but i am not tall enough,
nor can i reach high enough to
bring them down and spill them upon
the floor for you. so they remain
there, unspoken, unrained, unloved.

I am still patiently waiting
for the day to come
where I wake up
and smile

What if
You have been fighting
A losing battle
All along
What if
The silence
Within you
Is only
The calm
Before the strom
And
It is going to be a fight
You just cannot
Win

-jt

Love is a drug, i wish to overdose on yours
                No Rehab Required

I’m scared as f*ck
to want you.

But here
I am,

Still wanting you
anyway.