Life is good.

How about yours?

Can I say that I am happy *?

I don't know why I cry
But i think its because
I remember for the first time
Since i hated you
That I used to love you

He is making me feel like garbage
By reminding me he is still around
Just not interested.

Friday*

For some people, it's just a day in a week

But for me, its the day everything happened between us.

One year, no contact
Other guys, I've met
One boy, made me
Feel special
But
Our song played somewhere
In the dark
And
I get pulled back to
*your memories

We don't talk anymore

I should do alot of things
*but I don't

I want to get away

I don't know
If I want you
Or
If I want you to want *me

I am sorry,
I lost
*again

There are million reasons
Why i should give you up.
*but the heart wants what it wants

I am weaker
My words fall
And
They hit the ground

The desire to be close to someone
From this point onwards,
Things change,
The man and the woman come into play
But what happens before
the attraction that brought them together
Is impossible to explain.
                   *It is untouched desire in its purest state

You didn't even turn around to look back
You didn't even turn , to watch me crying.

and now when I turn around to look back,
Everything you said , was A LIE

Wherever we are standing,
I am not going to take you for granted
Because we never know, when we'll *run out of time

Those eyes once held a prayer
Today, they are nothing but despair.

That smile was so playful
And now, it just seems so forceful.

He was living
And he now, he is pretending.


Or was it just the assumptions of the despondent girl who was ,is madly in love with him
That she thought he feels the same way as she did after she left him.

She shook her head and realised that he don't even care.


Little did she know, that he knew , she was hurting while he was sound asleep.

Little did she know that he will love her till the sun dies.

You are a poet
You told me
I guess, I am the only one who knows.

But the question is,
                                             *why me?

Perfect disaster

                                                   *Me and you

I have a feeling of giving up.

I didnt fall in love with him,
I fell in love with the words
He precisely chose to throw at me.

We could be in a room full of people  and my eyes would always meet his, just to find that he had  already been looking.

You looked at me, more than you should have and
I thought about you, more than I could.

Are you into me
Or
Am I  getting into you?

It's growing intense, everyday.!!

Its 3:40 a.m



                        And I still miss you.

I thought I was over you
But
Going through your photos
Proved me wrong.

I miss you.

You are in love with him
And he is in love with you
And its like a ******* tragedy
because you look at him and see the stars
And he looks at you and sees the sun
And
you both think the other is just looking at the ground.