I saw you drowning
so I came to help
but you pushed me under
and saved yourself instead

You weren't my first
but I sure do hope that you're my last

It’s time to say goodbye
Always loyal and forever true
Evident this day would come
No one will ever replace you

Pictures and memories
Times of good, times of bad
By my side, never left
Being it happy or sad

Goodbye old boy
Best friend to me
When I get to that farm
I know there you will be

I need to find a map
A map of my mind
Because lately I’ve been lost
In a labyrinth of emotional suicide
With walls built to the sky
And dead ends everywhere
Maybe I’m stuck here
With no way out
Living this endless cycle
Dying every time I wake

Roses are red, Violets are blue,
They say it's addicting;
Now I know it's true.
But the roses are wilting;
The flowers are dead.
My hands are shaking;
And my hips are lined red.

I'll draw you a picture;
I'll draw it with a twist;
I'll draw it with a razor;
I'll draw it on my wrist;
If i do it correctly;
A red fountain will appear;
To take away my pain,
And wash away my fears

You said i fell,
too hard, to fast.
My heart not healed,
from my wounded past.

The angry words,
The cruel remakes,
Another rejection,
Alone in the dark.

Tired of hurting,
Tried of pain,
I never want,
To feel again.

Can't stop crying,
Tears fall like rain.
All my efforts,
Always in vain.

Will it ever end?
My empty life?
Within my heart
A twisted knife.

My tears won't stop,
My heart won't mend,
Always broken,
Always the end.

I'll say goodbye,
I'll walk away,
Can't take this heartache,
For one more day.

I'll hear your voice,
I'll see your face,
And fade into darkness,
Away from this place.

I'll be forgotten,
I won't be missed.
Gone from this world,
I no longer exist.

Fake smile,
Dried eyes,
Scratched wrists.

White pills,
Rope tied,
Gun loaded

SUICIDE