its funny how we don't talk at school
and we still end up dating

its painful to hear what others has to say
about our relationship just because they want you

its frustrating when you ignore my texts
because you were playing games with others

its blissful when we argued about
who loved who more

its funny how we didn't break up
because of all the trouble we've been through

don't say, don't say you're human
don't say it's not your fault
don't say, don't say it's fine
don't say you're mine.

anxiety,
something that most people have.
anxiety,
makes my hands sweat and shakes.
anxiety,
makes me tremble down the stairs.
anxiety,
makes me wants to be a shadow.
anxiety,
makes people think i’m not stable.
anxiety,
something that’ll haunt me forever,
and they don't intend to let me go.

when we talk,
there are sparks

when we talk,
my heart melts

when we talk,
butterflies in my
stomach

when we talk,
i get to know you better

lilies are white,
orchids are blue.
cats have nine lives,
so do you.

i thought you loved me.
maybe i overthought.

i thought you wouldn't leave me.
maybe i was being delusional.

i thought you would be mine.
but here you are in someone else's arms.

i thought you taught me love.
but i guess i was wrong.