I was crying in the dark,
Trying not to fall apart,
And where were you?
I needed your arms,
Keep me safe and warm,
But where were you?
You said you'd never go,
But you left me all alone,
And where were you?
Wrists and thighs bleeding,
My heart stopped beating,
But where were you?
I tried calling out,
But no one was around,
Cause where were you?

my mind is at war. . .


and my body is the battleground.

If I could
Wish a million things
I would only wish for a pair of wings
If I could
Fly up to the clouds      
Nothing you say would bring me down
Oh and if I could
Spread my wings and soar
You wouldnt see me here anymore

I wish I am the last thing you see,
Right before you fall asleep.
And maybe I hope that when you dream,
You'll dream of us, just you and me.

I stay awake cause I can't sleep;
All these thoughts haunting me.

Wild hearts, they say don't break
But mines had all that it can take
It beats itself on these iron walls
And my oh my it's seen it all
It's wearing down on these iron rails
This wild heart makes me old and frail

Wild hearts, they can't be tamed    
That's why they're kept inside a cage
It's survived some wars inside of me  
And my oh my the things it's seen
It keeps the rhythm of my own song
This wild heart won't be caged for long  

My heart has scars,    
But it's on the mend.
It won't break,
But it sure can bend.                              
Take a shot,
Fire away,
Give it all you've got,                  
But wild hearts don't break.

Hello, this is wonderland
Everyone has gone mad
If you're normal,
This place will change that.
Welcome to wonderland

You'll wonder what's the matter,
When you meet the mad hatter.
You'll wander to that little drink,
That seems to have made you shrink.
But be warned of the cake most of all,
For it will make you grow so tall.

Hello, this is wonderland,
Everyone has gone mad.
If you're normal,
We'll change that.
Welcome to wonderland.

You'll meet the White Rabbit,
And be curious about his habbits.
The Cheshire Cat will be a scare,
Once you see, he's not all there.
Now the Knave of Hearts,
Never stole the Red Queen's tarts.

Hello, this is Wonderland.
Everyone has gone mad.
If you're normal,
We'll change that.
Welcome to Wonderland.

It's a wonderful place,
Here in Wonderland.
There's monsters to face,
Here in Wonderland.
They'll drive you mad,
We can't change that.
If you have any fears,
You'll meet them here,
In Wonderland.
We're all mad here in Wonderland.

Hello, this is wonderland.
Everyone has gone mad.              
If you're normal,
We'll change that.
Welcome to Wonderland.

I would take it all back,
if only I could.
I would have changed for the better,
done what I should.
I hope they forgive me,
if only they would.
I would start all over,
if only I could.