"parkinsons" poems
I don’t fight with Parkinson's
I live with it,
I have Parkinson's
and Parkinson's do have me,
I don’t hate Parkinson's
I want to fall in love with it,
We aren’t each other's enemy
We are the soul mates;
I born with each step of my leg
then I die
I born again with the another step
then I die
so my life is just about a foot step;
I don’t think about the distance I need to walk
I think about the step I take
I nomore struggle to get rid of parkinsons
rather I try to adjust
I have accepted it
I respect myself for it
I don’t hate parkinsons
I want to fall in love with it
Apr 26, 2016
Apr 26, 2016 at 6:43 PM UTC
I got a little canoe
and set sail to the moon
I took my bandanna and pulled it tight.
Grand Dads bottle of Makers Mark was my good supply
some Marlboro Smooths and a old swiss army knife incase I got shipwrecked.
I cashed in my last paycheck and told my boss I wasn't comming back
I had a Full Moon to catch and the sun was already setting.
I ran into Johnny **** Eyes at Holiday Gas Station and asked if he had any of them mushrooms still and if he had a extra couple hits of acid..... "Infact he replied I just got myself a quarter and about a 10 strip of acid for myself but your going to the moon right... in that old *** canoe your Grand Dad gave you when he passed away. I replied " Yeah Johnny I got a Harvest Moon thats not gonna be waiting long mind if you just toss me a deal and give me the whole shabang." I pulled a friend card and mentioned the time I hooked him up with 4 double stack X pills back in the day and also cut him a deal on a Rothbury ticket. Needless to say he handed that **** over. So back to the river shore where I began the tale I was scared of what was to come, I was scared to just leave without anyone knowing. I put on my old converse sneakers strapped up my suspenders put a little engine oil in my hair to slick it back and rolled my sleaves up in my flannel said a little prayer to Grand Dad that his canoe would make it... I remember watching him build it with his strong hands before the parkinsons kicked in... I remember him telling me that this ****** could go to the moon and back.... so I popped 3 hits of acid took a big swig out of the Makers Mark, Lit a Cig and said to the sky well Grand Dad you better be right.... You better be right
Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 12:53 AM UTC
et rystende maleri. han har brugt lang tid på det, får jeg at vide
det ligner noget et barn har tegnet. bogstaverne er runde
og vaklende og skæve. han har malet farverne ind over hinanden.
det rammer som en snestorm, som en iskold bølge inde i hjernen, tårerne som spor af følelsen
kernen af et menneske, hvem er man når den svinder, når den
ryster og hiver efter vejret og falder
og langsomt smelter bort?
det er smertefuldt at være vidne til. forsvinder han? er det hans sidste maleri?
ikke til at holde ud, jeg må væk, jeg må besøge ham eller
skrive et digt, jeg må gøre noget
for ellers flyder jeg over
af salte, kolde bølger der vælder
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 1:00 PM UTC
I keep waking up to sunsets
Affinity for the moon I suppose.
the fireflies, cold air.
I've felt happier at night my whole life
Sitting in elementery school
popcorn reading
Headphones plugged into a PSP
Blaring mindless self iindulgence
Putting me to sleep through the day
So I could level up my nightelf hunter in World of Warcraft until 5am
And sleep through social anxiety.
For awhile I woke up at 4am to serve you coffee.
Seven years addicted
I loved that too.
Traded coca-cola for drinking it black
My coffees color is the smog in Chicago
This nightlife is my real addiction.
That's why I love the graveyard shift.
Devouring untold stories
assisted living facilities.
This Goldmine of consentrated Wisdom
Parkinsons Orchestra Doctorates.
Politicians prepared for Death
Rabbis still flirting with nurses
remembering the whole torah service by heart
forgetting their wives name.
For my sunset
I like to imagine a big desk
A wall of glass
The top of a grey tower.
I want to Birth a skyscraper.
I want to stand staring out my wall of window back turned to my coffee cup
watch how beautiful stasis can be when you shatter through it.
I like to pretend each sunset
Is a death that wasn't mine.
I like to count the deaths in assisted living
As sunsets.
I like to read obituaries like sunsets.
I keep waking up
To sunsets
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 9:54 AM UTC
My wife, Karen, and I were watching the opening ceremony, soon, the lighting of the torch. It was a well-kept secret as to who would light the flame.
When the spotlights came on, the arena went wild! Mohammad Ali! Holding the torch in his right-hand, his left, shaking from the Parkinsons. Karen and I both felt tears coming down our cheeks.
Mr. Ali, that night you displayed the meaning of the word, "PRIDE!"
"Rest in Peace", MISTER ALI. You ARE the fighter, you always claimed to be!"
r.riddle 06-10-2016
Jun 10, 2016
Jun 10, 2016 at 10:47 AM UTC
My father lost the balance of his mind
in World War II
& the rest followed from Parkinsons,
Dementia, PTSD, paranoia
& ghosts that haunted him
in the middle of the night.
What did he die for?
So politicians & generals
could manipulate us into believing
that endless war is “normal”?
So bankers could pocket billions
while children starve and sleep in the streets
in this land of so-called liberty?
So veterans can beg for money
with jars draped in red & white flags
outside the grocery store
& we all pitch in the silver?
Someone please tell me that this is not why
I was emotionally orphaned at birth
or why I can not recall his weathered hands
without seeing them tremble.
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 6:52 PM UTC
ummmmmmmm he has battled so many times
ummmmmmmm his religion and titles and illness
ummmmmmm he was the greatest fighter that ever lived
ummmmmmm in more ways than one
ummmmmmm he used the catch phrase float like a butterfly sting like a bee
ummmmmmm he lit the atlanta olympic flame when he was
ummmmmmm let's just say he was a fighter
ummmmmm he is holding the fight in the heavens
ummmmmmm it surely took a long time for his illness to defeat him
ummmmmm he will be given a nice new boxing ring in the clouds
ummmmmm so his next earth body can perform the same miracles
ummmmmm yeah he has parkinsons but he didn’t let it defeat him
ummmmmmm he might be dead but not defeated
ummmmmmm he might be dead but not defeated
ummmmmmmm ummmmmmmm ummmmmmm
RIP cassius marcekkus clay RIP MOHAMAD ALI
ummmmmmm i hope you defeat many people in the afterlife
so your next earth body can live on ummmmmmm ummmmmmm ummmmmm
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 4:41 AM UTC
We played our childish game of seven minutes in heaven,
when I knew very well that I should have gone to hell.
We played an endless game of nicky nicky nine doors,
because the floors were lava and we had no where else to go.
Too little hiding and too little seeking to find what we wanted,
or to even run away from what we truly honoured.
We played games like children playing breaking bricks,
trying to break traditions set by parents from years earlier.
We chose to play a 'til we die' game called arranged marriage,
because operation made for a better game than abortion,
and it's all distorted marketing; trying to sell parkinsons-
to veterans with medicine prices sky rocketing.
We lived in a time where playing cops and robbers
meant playing tax offices trying to honour tax on coffins.
Take the heinous nature of human and discount it forward,
we are not all as evil as we seem, but we still play jump rope
with the sensitive lines hidden behind media's eyes,
we play jump rope with politics because it was always fun-
to lunge up the ladder in a game of snakes and ladders.
We all played at monogamy like it was a game of monopoly,
constantly competing for marriage like it was Mayfair on the board.
We've boarded on a train of imagination with fetishes and kinks,
trying to rethink what the ordinary could never provide,
and I admit, i lost in the game called tinder but I don't lose sleep
knowing I haven't matched with someone who swiped right.
We built campfire out of torches because there's still a light
in the horse **** we go through on a daily basis,
and we hold our tragic faces trying to compete with the sob stories
of modern day Romeo and juliet's because what's best is beyond us.
So I tire of playing Simon Says when I know quite well that
we play duck duck goose with bullets and guns hoping the fun
doesn't reach us too soon because there's still some fun in funeral.
We played our childish game of seven minutes in heaven,
when I knew very well that I should have gone to hell.
Mar 31, 2019
Mar 31, 2019 at 11:34 PM UTC
Affinity for the moon I suppose.
the fireflies
cold air.
I've felt happier at night my whole life
Sitting in elementery popcorn reading
Headphones plugged into a PSP
Blaring mindless self iindulgence
Putting me to sleep
So I could level up my nightelf hunter in World of Warcraft
watch Naruto until 5am
And sleep through social anxiety.
For awhile I woke up at 4am to serve you coffee.
Seven years addicted
I loved that too.
Traded coca cola for bkack coffee
And an eating disorder
Now Im a graveyard shift worker.
Manjc smirking at untold stories in assisted living
Goldmine of consentrated Wisdom
Parkinsons orchestra Doctorates
Politicians preparing for death
Rabbis still flirting with nurses and remembering the whoke torah service by heart
When they cant remember their wives name.
Wives of Men that played god until they met him.
Breifly
Before the trap door unlatched
For my death.
I like to imagine a big desk
A wall of glass
The top of a grey tower.
I want to Birth a skyscraper.
I want to stand staring out my wall of window back turned to my desk.
And
watch how beautiful stasis can be
As the trap door caves beneath me for my sins.
I want to leave someone behind to tell my story.
My journal is someone.
I'm a night owl
I am alive most when the world is either sinning or silent
And I refuse to die quietly.
Or before I get my Desk.
Or my window.
To watch the sun rise and fall
But never stay.
I am not meant to watch things last forever.
I am a night owl.
I enjoy this world for all the endings.
This is my favorite part.
Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 12:51 AM UTC
Feelings of anger, why me
In this world I thought
I’d be in charge of my destiny
But I’ve been handed the black spot.
No oh no treasure for my little soul
Just pain and suffering all day.
Every day I climb more than the average goal
Anger and frustration paving my way.
What is the point of moaning
I just do it and sit tight.
There is no one to hear me groaning
In pain in the middle of the night.
Parkinsons disease is no joke you know
I am glad my friends don’t suffer like me
My brain performs like a mad comedy show
But at least that’s in control of it’s destiny.
Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 6:26 AM UTC
Everyone in the house
say "Yes"
Would you like to hear what I have to say
say "Yes"
Would you like to know what it is?
say "Yes"
Everyone in the house
say "Yes"
I have Parkinsons Disease
Are you still here
say "Yes"
Show your support for me by saying
"Yes"
To all shakers out there we have hope
Say "Yes"
Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 12:02 AM UTC
The way I used to giggle
the thickness of my hair
when I walked I had a wiggle
and men would stare.
I smiled and the world smiled
I laughed and everyone did the same
My phone was always on dialled
I was at the top of my game.
Then Mr P took hold of my life
he demanded I live by his rule
now it is all trouble and strife
and the pain I have is just cruel.
But do you know what Mr P
I have had enough of your ways
I do not want you in my life anymore
I want to have nicer days.
So Parkinsons disease can take a hike
to pastures new and then get lost
go on get on your bike
Im free from you now at no further cost.
Well I am not but in my head I am
I can do without all of the stress
Mr P brings plenty of that glam
Im glad my life is not now a mess.
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 8:45 AM UTC