"lonelines" poems
take me to a world where doors are open
a lovely little place where no one is bruised or broken
a destination where not a single soul feels alone or unwanted
wishing upon the stars was something I always did
it gave a feeling of safety because these dreams where mine
I wished for simple things like a hug or just to see you smile
I wished for a kiss and sometimes for a little more of that
but the most important thing I wished for was your company
because in my own little world you were all I cared about
today was the first day of spring
I could see the sun staying with us longer, shining bright
I asked myself the question when will I see you again
maybe this monday or maybe never, it kills me to not know
we got lost in time and space and there is no inbetween
water fell down from the sky
like the tears that fell down on the floor
everything started to go down and she knew
even her favorite band could not save her out of this
this girl who was so close to recovery got lost again
the darkness called her named, an empty hole of lonelines
the scars on her wrist were her sign of being alive
but in the end she didn't care about her broken things
everything always was and always will be about you
because this kid made her world more beautiful and worthy
and so she wished upon the stars ..
for one last time..
Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 2:59 AM UTC
Sweating danger,sensitiveness,lonelines less annoyance,its like playing unconditionally,suscribe thee.smile is your triumph,happines is your dream,hatred is your chum,teasin'g,pissing e're friend of hatred,it discover a rotten inside,it got no answer,nor relief nor ablaze.it reduces,desguise and re-use velocity on your vector,it creates bumps and pumps as it accelarates anger,self eestem nor a lion heart but a better sweet around you
May 7, 2011
May 7, 2011 at 4:42 AM UTC
people with a dream are kinda like people who don't have a dream
they can live the same life and do the same things everyday
wishing there world was not like this, everything needed to be different
they wanted navy blue instead of orange red
you can have everything you ever wanted
but still dont have what you really need
a friend, a lover
someone to hold you when everything in the world seems unfixable
it was raining again today, the sky was grey just like my mind
a long time ago I met this girl let's say her name was Victoria
she was a little odd but in a special way, her soul was precious
she also had a dream, she wanted to change the world
Victoria wanted the so called weird kids to fit in, to be loved
I guess she dreamed of a world without fear and lonelines
because this girl knew the darkness like no other soul
she had dinner with the devil and played games with his demons
I got broken parts where my heart should be..
and I just needed someone to save me from myself
but dreams don't ever come true, so love me and my brokenness.
Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 8:40 AM UTC
I want you like one
who only sees sun
through one window
well known in
the darkness alone
I yearn for you like
grass for morning dew
the stars for the moon
with the rising tide and
nighttime gloom
your perfume drives me
mad, it drives me forward
towards the steep cliff
of self-destruction
but there are such pretty
flowers down there
among the rocks
the way you talk makes
me feel alone, my desires
still unknown to you
but my pain & time
are but sorry gifts
distractions from my
short comings
how do you feel knowing
I suffer for you?
how would you react to
knowing I die a little
when you smile?
the world around gets
drained of grandeur
with your beauty
so imposed and
thrilling to endure
your scent makes me
me mad with want,
it's peppered with
my own lonelines
far more intense than a need
I want that perilous leap, though
I am not a man but
mistakes laid in heaps
at your feet
allow me home,
that fleeting feeling of it
shelter from the storm
that rages as time
wears thin the sin
now left drably within
I will find your center,
with it my own,
in flesh & bone
I shall crumble
I am humbled
I am what you see
now before you
Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 2:11 AM UTC
Music pounds through the speakers.
I try to forget.
I'd do anything to make your ghost go away.
Right now I'm trying to drink you away.
tomorrow for all I know it might be pills.
I'm kind of scared where this will end.
I'm almost not afraid to die and that scares me worse.
Dec 8, 2016
Dec 8, 2016 at 1:49 AM UTC
When will i stop pouring lines of broken heart poems?
When will i be free from this foe?
When will i know love for love?
When will my love be reciprocated?
When will i like other's be of good cheers in love?
many i've desired for love but none has ever for my love embraced.
I'm like one tree in a desert.
In the world of many yet Lonelines have me his bed mate.
Everyday i look at many beauty faces,
they make my desire spreads like an oak tree,
and my feelings flow like stream.
The cold evening wind whispers me sardonic,
When the night is dark and still am held in the quiet, in loneliness arm.
May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 5:13 AM UTC
I am lonely and broken hearted and all I need is apology from you. They say you can die from a broken heart and words hit harder than a nail. It is true the scientific evidence is out there and you want to believe you can make it as a singer or musicican over at http://linkedin.com/robertlittlejohn, and you have no verifable work history August 2012. You hatch onto women via http://facebook.com and tell them tall tales. Your church of Christ will get wind of all your lies.I am lonely I have done nothing but atleast I can remarry in my church whereas; you can not.
Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 10:58 AM UTC
We all have these moments.
Sleepless at night.
Staring at a ceiling.
Waiting for the light in our head to go out.
As I lay beneath the darkness of my ceiling.
I can only remember the softness of her skin.
The way she breaths in her sleep.
The tender parfume she has.
It is not the lonelines keeping me awake.
It is the lack of comfort I get from her.
That is what I miss in these dark cold nights.
Feb 28, 2016
Feb 28, 2016 at 6:27 PM UTC
What is your happy place?
A person?
An animal?
Your family or friends?
An actual place?
For me is an ilussion
Something made up
Non existing
I scape trought my toughts and fantasies
Im with my love
Hes happy. Happier than he has ever been.
He had tons of issues
Anxiety, depression, lonelines
...emptyness
Just to say a few...
He's showing me that IT DOES GETS BETTER
His smile is unique.
Pure.
He's not in the void anymore
He's happy.
And I'm happy when I'm with him.
It's amazing how something unreal can free you for a while
Then you remember the real world
A ****** up world
A world without him
And you try to fight back the reality and be strong for yourself and others
You keep holding on until you feel that it is getting better
And you are finally free
Jan 27, 2019
Jan 27, 2019 at 8:41 PM UTC