"What,"
she asked
"is the true reason
for existence?"

the room fell silent,
and all smiles faded.

"That, my dear,
is a question rising
in the minds of
all beings. It's
up to you to answer that
based on your own life.
No human can tell another
why they are alive. We
all merely live for the sake of
living, and die for the sake of
dying.
What happens in between is up to
you."

One small change
Can make an enormous difference.

What you thought would be okay
Turned you against the world.

thoughts from february fourteenth;

No one else alone, just me. Hence the word alone.
Only my dreams to send a rose to.

NO, no thank you. Love is not for me.
I'm perfectly fine being with myself.

At first
You don't realise
Exactly what is happening.

Then suddenly
Everything changes.

Your days get brighter
Your smile gets bigger
And your world just becomes
better

All it takes
Is one person
To make your life
Worth living.

Because sometimes
You meet someone
And your whole universe
Just comes into focus.

I see her,
The bright light,
Amongst her friends
In a faraway place.

I breathe for a minute,
And the flashback starts...

I'm with her,
And she's upset
Because she has to leave.

She fakes a smile
And walks away.
My heart drops to my feet;
I just lost my best friend.

My thoughts return to reality
Although I'd rather just stay
In the fantasy land
Lost inside my mind.

I can't escape from this world again,
So I try to make the best of it.

I call her name,
Over and over,
But she doesn't notice
That I am standing here.

People walk by
With their judging glares.

And I realize
I'm just a crazy person
Screaming at the night sky.