I distance myself when I feel unwanted

My black days spill over
white hot
full of sparks that burn instantly
Monocast in hearts
Ductile to life's incessant blows of futility
Black days dance
fluid in regidity
My black days consume me
Take me to the place
where the past , the present , and the future become one eternity

My unexpected arrivals,
beautiful yet ugly....
Each carry a story,
the souvenirs I carry
protruding and innocent
each one a journey

My thoughts
Paint brilliant colors,
But
Chemical venom
Swells my tongue
And silence
Fills my mouth.

Stop
tripping
over
a path
you’re
not on.