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Jul 2020 Patty P

your name

Jul 2020 Patty P

Deanna

your name

when ever i hear your name
my heart instantly
sinks
to the bottom of a
sea.

#sad #lonely #gone #name #you #him #depression

Jul 2020 Patty P

Take Me for Granted.

Jul 2020 Patty P

Ethereal Yet Crestfallen

Take Me for Granted.

I have cried
So many times,
Hidden and silent.

I have stared
At nothingness,
Felt my heart breaking.

I have waited
For so many calls
From you that never came.

I have believed
Everything that you said
I guess some weren't true.

I have been left
By you waiting for
The things you said you'd do

I broke my heart again,
Because I thought, finally,
I'll stop being used by you

Looks like I'm gonna have to sleep
Hoping I'll feel less sad when I wake up.

#take #me #for #granted #you #i #used #hope #disappointment #expectations

Jul 2020 Patty P

Bird

Jul 2020 Patty P

lyka

Bird

The first time she looked up
She fell in love with the sky
Her heart reaching higher
The only answer was to fly

So she made wings of her heart
Carved dreams into feathers
Bid farewell to earth
And fluttered towards ether

But gravity loved her too
Had no intention to let go
Pulled her firmly to the ground
And broke her wings in woe

#bird

Jul 2020 Patty P

my heartbreak in 10 words

Jul 2020 Patty P

Jude

my heartbreak in 10 words

I despise myself for not being someone you could love.

#heartbreak #10wordpoetry #love #sadness #depression

Jul 2020 Patty P

Cigarette Burns

Jul 2020 Patty P

poems in the clouds

Cigarette Burns

Go ahead
hold me a little longer
than usual.
You say to me,
without using any
words at all,
"it should have been me,
its still me."
Like i don't already see
those sky blue eyes
every time i close my own.
Because we're still holding
on to god knows what.
Because it is you
and it will always be you.

#life #love #happy #sad #anxiety #depression #relationships

Jul 2020 Patty P

Mid-July and sorrows of June

Jul 2020 Patty P

Rekha Nur Alisha

Mid-July and sorrows of June

His voice cracked when he spoke of her
I could sense his pain in such small sound, almost
Like a whisper
Truly, barely audible, as if his soul wasn't ready to speak of her
As if my soul wasn't prepared to hear

Jul 2020 Patty P

True love suicide.

Jul 2020 Patty P

Skylar

True love suicide.

Although we can’t be together in this
Life,
we’ll be together in the next
I lay next to a desk
With your picture of you,
I have a knife,
On my chest,
Waiting for what’s next,
I’ll meet you on
The flip side,
My love.