I fall apart....
not wanting to pick myself up for the billionth time.
i'm fed up by all of it.
i lay in a puddle of me,
not feeling any part of me...anymore.
Most nights i'm being consumed by the memory of you, and lately I try to fight aganist it, but it feels like i'm swiming against currents, making me tumble underneath and drown.
Love fell over me and i fell head over heels for it.
I was drugged by it, and became a hopeless addict.
you took everything i had.
i gave you my heart, & body to cherish, to love it, to respect it.
In return, you made me feel like nothing.
it all meant **** to you.
what did all those nights meant to you?
those times when i gave myself entirely to you,
Was any of it real?
Did you ever felt the way i did?
i hate you
i hate that i still dream with you
i hate it all and you!
i wish i could forget you ...
we loved each other like we never did...
it was like we never happened.
Come se non fosse stato mai amore
Her eyes were filled with emptiness when she looked at him
no hint of any love left
she was done with all his lies
she cut them with a butcher knife
setting them aside
she was done with her too.
but she'll get hers real soon.
she twisted the knife
while smiling at them
she won't return
she won't be there anymore
she would leave them there to bleed out,
until there isn't left to mourn.
but the menacing voices hanuted her.
everywhere she looked
it was just fragmnets of memories being dragged away by past ghosts.
she would close her eyes, dying everytime.
imaging visions that would consume her.
her hunger for vengence, for revenge, ate her alive.
she was seen standing amongst the shadows,
watching those cowards suffer...
at every hour, she grew darker and darker...
the creature rosed up besides her and whispered,
"when do we begin" it hissed, as it tucked a lock of black hair behind her ear.
she smiled "whenever you are ready my king"
hope you enjoy! ;-)
𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭𝓷'𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓶𝔂
I rose, just to watch you fall.
Some would say, I am filled with darkness,
that's because nothing compells me to feel anything.
I turn to watch a black haired beauty walking down the hall, making her way to me...she whispered to me...
"I will return, Creator. I will return to you. One day, one night... I will show you the monster you have made."
through the reflection of the mirror, she smiled wickedly. as she disappeared, leaving me in an ocean of sweat and nervousness.
all I whispered was
" what have I done?"
In between drinks he whispered,
“I just know, if you’re ever going to leave me, look me in the eyes and just rip my heart out.” You said to me with your whiskey flavored breath.