It's 10:57 the next day & I'm still mad.
I suppose you're mad too , rightfully so.
Why is this **** so hard for US ?
I've been smoking **** since I woke up .
It calms me .
I am numb .
BUT , is it weird that this is turning me on ?
From the master bedroom , I crave you .
Why are we mad again ?
I want to forget .
I want to submit to MY man!
I repent !  I repent !
**TO BE CONTINUED

Serious question , are any of you guys songwriters ?
If so , comment below .
Thanks !!

I’m so tired of my short life!
What do I do for a living?
I have done several things...

I have recently worked
in a food laboratory
before my two surgeries
have left me disabled at the moment
I'm in a tough recovery right now.

I was promoted in my company
for improving a media lab
And the next day my nerve pain put me in the hospital
and discovered I needed cervical disc replacement

Then I had complications with my shoulder
and they had to perform a surgery
and install a ***** that ******* me

I couldn't pay bills in Cali
and lost my entire house with an eviction
Sold what I had and bought a trailer for me
and my family is headed here to Idaho just trying to survive

Gotta love it…

You know I love you , right ?
& That I think you're amazing .
I just can't shake this feeling ,
It's becoming unsettling.
The way I've become so
Possessive over you .
The lack of trust is the cause.
I wish you hadn't lied ..
Then apologized..
Then lied again .
Why the hell did you make this **** so hard .
I said I would stay so you're expecting me to TRY .
But sometimes it's hard for me to try when YOU got us in this bind .

Who am I?

I am...

Sensitive..
A day dreamer.
A believer in romance.
A lover.
A fighter.
A risk taker.

I am...

Empathic.
I feel people's pain.
It is a gift and a curse all the same.
I see light and darkness in people.
Love will forever be my weakness.

I am...

A woman with curves.
My eyes are a forest green.
My hair is curly, bouncy, and never stays in place.

I am...

Shy.
Sarcastic.
Stubborn.
Loyal.
Devoted.

I love.

Pizza.
Puppies.
Scary movies.
Watching the sun set over snow covered mountains.
The sound and smell of rainfall.



Yes I am me..
As simple as can be.
I cant pretend to be something else.
I'm simply Chelsey.
So please..
Take me for me..
Day dreamer,
A
Lover
And
A fighter...
But nothing...
More.

I am me.