**** it !
**** the problems .
**** the chaos .
**** society. I am ME .
I am edgy .
I am raw .
I am sweet .
Just what you need .
But , **** it !
**** the money ,
**** the bills ,
I need peace !
I smoke **** , yes im lady
But **** it , it's my relief!
& I'm tired of conforming to these ******* *** rules !
& To be honest I haven't used any of the tools from high school .
So **** it .
I only have one life to live .
On a search to find myself ,
I have no ***** to give .

Don't allow yourself to feel "dumb" or "stupid" based on your inability to achieve something you care little about.

-Joseph B Schneider

I didn't want him to pull out .
His kiss .
His breathing .
His touch .
Captivated my mind and elevated my soul .
For the first time, in a long time
I feel free to be in love .
I didn't want him to pull out.
The sensation is too right.
The conversations were of substance .
You were mind blowing .
Still is . . I still don't . .
Want you to pull out .

See , the power we share when we are together .
Only the universe can destroy .
When life sent us heartache .
We came back with a decoy .
When problems arise ,
We'll work together .
Whatever you do , don't pull out stay here forever .