I don't know if it's love or lust.
All I know is 'you and me' is a must.
I should've known it won't last.
Nights we shared were nothing but a dust.

Ngayon...
Habang magkahawak ang kamay na tatalon
Tayo'y magpapaalam sa panahon
Kasabay ng mga alon
Ay itataya ang pagkakataon
Para sa pag-asang sa muli nating pag-ahon
Ay maglalaho na ang ilusyon

Imahinasyon.

your smile
her laugh
your lips
her eyes
your hair
her clip
your arms
her hands
your glasses
her mirror

i'm looking at you
wondering so true
and i looked at her
you are watching her

i wont tell the truth
my lies is your pride
her smile is my death
her laugh is your love

stop looking at me
it is always her
a fool i've become
a prey i've always been

caught red handed
tears streamed down
ignorance is your key
sadness is my friend

I often wonder how it feels like to fall in love with someone who could love you back, but chose not to.

They could fall in love with the way your eyes sparkle.
They could fall in love with the way you smile and laugh at their jokes.
They could fall in love with you, but chose not to.

They could fall in love with the way you dance at their favourite song.
With the way you sing with them.
Or maybe with the way you write all the things you love about them.
They could fall in love with you, but chose not to.

Instead, they chose to fall in love with someone.
Someone who doesn’t know them
Someone who doesn’t love them
Doesnt know their favourite song

Then you wonder why
Why did they chose not to fall in love with you
When you know everything about them
When they know that you will always be there for them
When you love them

But sometimes, love isn’t enough.
Just because you love someone, they will love you back.
Even if you’re loveable person, they will still choose not to love you back
Because maybe, maybe they really wasn’t for you

I SIT HERE AND THINK
OF ALL THE THINGS I
COULD START TO MISS ABOUT
YOU AND
THEN I REMEMBER
YOU RIPPED MY ******* HEART OUT
AND GAVE IT TO HER

do you remember
blank sheets in between our souls
while bodies meet behind closed doors
coffee stains in my eyes
the pain of losing the light

do you remember
listening to the music of my words
read out from my mind
as if you were inside
contained in my memory
painted in oil pastel
while you spilled water all over
the canvas of a summer night

do you remember
walking into a forest and getting lost
like children in a playground
and leaving trails for one another
while building a constellation
galaxies away from each other

we lifted each other up
until we stopped
we forgot how to be alone
do you remember me at all

Hindi ko alam kung saan sisimulan
Kung paano tatapusin itong aking liham
Ni hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko pa
Ang salitang "pamamaalam".

Hindi ko alam kung mababasa mo pa to.
Hindi ko rin alam kung naririnig mo pa ko.
Kung kaya pa bang mabasa ng mga mata mo
at marinig ng mga tenga mo
ang nais kong sabihin para sa'yo.

Maraming mga alaala ang iyong iniwan
Maraming pangako ang hindi na masusulyapan
Mga bagay na dati'y pangkakapitan
Ngayo'y bibitawan na sa iyong paglisan.

Gayunpaman, maraming salamat
Hindi ko man masasabi dito sa’yo ang lahat
Pero Mahal na mahal kita at yun ay tapat…