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I'M IN A RELATIONSHIP
BUT I'M NOT FEELING IT,
I LOVE HER
BUT I DON'T FEEL LIKE
SHE LOVES ME,
WELL NOT LIKE BEFORE,
I'M LOSING HER
EVERY TIME
I TRY TO REACH OUT
TO HER
I FEEL REJECTED,
ITS LIKE
WHENEVER I STRETCH
MY HANDS
TO TOUCH HER,
SHE FURTHER DRAWS BACK
KEEPING A DISTANCE,
LATELY I'VE NOTICED
WE ARE NO LONGER
LIKE WE WERE,
EVERYTHING HAS JUST CHANGED
I DON'T KNOW HOW,
ITS LIKE OUR LOVE
HAS RAN OUT OF SUGAR
WHAT WAS ONCE SWEET
IS NOW BITTER AND SOUR
SLOWLY APPROACHING
A TASTELESS STAGE,
I'M LOSING HER
HOW DO YOU RESTORE SUGAR
I'M LOSING HER
HOW DO WE BRING BACK
THE SWEETNESS
OUR RELATIONSHIP
ONCE HAD,
I'M LOSING HER
why me and not him?
to me he's nothing but grim
what did I do to deserve this?
whenever I think about it I get ******
why, oh why?
was it because I wasn't fly?
or because you didn't notice when I would cry?
whenever I'd get sad, I'd look up at the sky
I'd look up at the sky and yell
why couldn't you tell?
did I have to yell?
I remember when for you I fell
but the way things are make me want to bail
why couldn't you tell?
did I have to ring a bell?
what did I ever do?
does it even matter anymore?
you know what?
I don't know anymore
I've changed.
I'm no longer myself
what happened to me?
I've become selfish
I'm now a narcissist
what happened to me?
what pushed me?
who am I now?
what happened to me?
I'm screaming on the inside
constantly angry at myself
what happened to me?
wanting what's best for me
and yet I don't do so
what happened to me?
I used to do everything I could
I still do but do I really..
what happened to me?
why am I constantly upset?
and constantly angry?
what happened to me?
sometimes people change
I just wish I wouldn't have
what happened to me?
I'm now so irritable
what egged me on?
what happened to me?
I'm angry at myself
terrified of who I've become
what the **** happened to me..
 May 2017 Golden Scarf
ryn
We were building a boat.
A sea-worthy vessel made for two.
A cosy little nest,
a shell of the promise for me and you.

We made it sturdy...
From keel to hull.
We sang to each other
to oust the lull.

We spoke of the adventures,
together we'd avidly chase.
We braced for the storms,
we'd most likely face.

As the last drop of sweat...
Fell freely to our feet,
the boat was done.
What were once planks, was then complete.

I climbed aboard
and hoisted up the sail.
You lingered for a bit...
Seemingly cautious that the boat might fail.

The craft quickly drifted out to sea...
When the wind, the sail did willingly welcome.
I cried out to you so you could hop on...
So with me you could come.

But you simply stood there...
With a gaze incredibly deadpan.
As the currents pulled me further,
I only then realised...
That I was never your plan.
 May 2017 Golden Scarf
Eudora
Gifted
 May 2017 Golden Scarf
Eudora
It is absolutely breath-taking..

how each of his exquisite poems sing..
a distinctive melody,
*how his mind works like magic...

sculpting the most incredible forms no one could.
Brilliance just shines through his woven pieces...
no words could really define how awe-inspiring his work is.
His meticulous sublime words...
uniquely create ingenious and flawless stanzas,

making each and every one of his craft...
out of this universe.


That is truly..
*
how gifted he is.
 May 2017 Golden Scarf
Eudora
The sunset bids goodbye as
the azure sky takes on a tint of pink and apricot,
fading into hues of indigo and violet.*
The birds soaring beneath the clouds of dusk...
embracing the last few moments of today,
welcoming...
*the evening's crepuscular charm.
I talked to the moon last night
about what happen between us,
he didn't heard​ me

I asked the stars
trying to find the answers about us,
and they're just give me their little blink

so now you all know,
all I got is just a silence.

/f.r/
it was two years ago,
where I can have you in my arms
it was two years ago,
where I can be so happy everyday

cause I can see you
and you will always be around me
I feel like I will not going to lose you—
but no,
things like this will not happen anymore

now you got your new baby boo
it's time for me to let you go
and its ok if you're not going to be mine anymore
I hope you'll be happier with her

/f.r/
I miss you
all this day
but I can't show it
by just telling you from a latenight text
or by just saying it in front of you
or doing something for you
because you will not read it, aren't you?
you will not hear it, aren't you?
and you will not assume it, aren't you?

because basically,
you really don't care about my feelings anymore.

/f.r/
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