Eating, away at your conscience, Narrowing your vision, Altering reality and fairytales, But easily obtained, Constant internal battle, Nothing can make this mind, As Beautiful as a butterfly.
No one could understand The feelings trapped within They say things Only they don’t know the truth And they never will Because if they did No one will ever let the subject be And they will continue in their ignorance Forever to ignore your sacred heart Overlooking your pain And pointing out the flaws they see Leaving you even more damaged Then when you decided to pick your shell out of the bed They wait to watch you fall Then to push you back down Then finish you off with laughter They can’t see the shattered being you are Ignoring the pain they put you through Making a joke of your pain Saying that you’re looking for pity Leaving you to breakdown And to cry Silently And forever alone With no one to care about And to share your burden They leave you in a prisoner to your pain And you find that Their ignorance cuts deep
It's easy to forget how I fell in love with you. All I can remember is the things about you that haunt me. I forget about what I fell for. Who you were before I knew you. You were a stranger but the most beautiful one to me. Now I'll try to fall in love with other strangers But I don't not know them like I didn't know you. They'll never be you. I wish I could forget you to meet you again. In someone else.
"you're depressed" they say. "you won't go to class you won't eat all you do is sleep you're depressed" they say. "i'm surrounded by failures" he says. dad, it's not my fault i don't want to go "i'll have to think about this all day" he says. me too dad. "i have psychological stuff wrong with me from trying to deal with all of this the least you could do is go to school" he says. i can feel the slam of the door in my ears "you're disrespecting me" he says. i told my bestfriend that i'm not eating not sleeping or maybe sleeping too much i told her i blacked out lost all sense of hearing seeing feeling fell down "you're depressed" they say.