Did I ever cross the line after this?
All the sirens break the silence
The memories will fade after the rain, right?
Sing an aubade to my last poem,
as the silence of its verses turns to sorrow
To the bullet that I swallow and never escape
One call away, and happiness disappears like a mist
To clutch this dear, mindless life
To lose in madness of pain, no gain, in vain
Suffer like nightmare of a thousand years
Sweetheart, will you stay longer
Before the dawn explodes and the sun burns me?
Glimmering light that hides from the darkness
To the ambitions that turned me to the ashes
The fire that lights me, deadly, into despair
Here I lay my body, not to be the phoenix
Nothing but the heart that beats in hurricane
If I cross line
Will you save me?

Every night of every sedative
Not being addictive but only for reactive
Every of them are the fear and sensitive
Naive? Nope, I am not
In a confusion, restless morning
The hardest to get up
I called them- what should I call them?
Crowded in head
Silent in dead
How's to feel ahead

I swim into the depth of sulpiride every night
where those times I died like the dead roses
when I took the stairs right to the light
every composes derived the harmony of doses

To swear upon the streams of reckless
To the labyrinth of happiness
here I go to come fire the enclaves
Maybe nobody in home, hopeless

it is a chaos
within the line
where the rain comes to vain
the sun still in hiding
and the moon on the high
lie in restlessness
the world in a curved of mourn