“I’m an easy crier,
But sometimes I cry the hardest.
And my laugh doesn’t sound too pretty,
But I always laugh the loudest.
I’m a fast talker,
But I don’t lisp as much anymore.
I chew my lip,
I can’t tell you how many smiles
I’ve faked,
And if “I’m fine” is a lie
I’ve lost track
Of how many lies I’ve told.
Because I wear my heart on my sleeve,
I’ve earned quite a few battle scars,
But my heart’s always been for
The underdog.
I’m misunderstood,
Sometimes I laugh when I shouldn’t,
Sometimes I speak when I should only be seen.
I’m thin-skinned, not exactly loud-mouthed,
But if you gave me the choice
Of whether to whisper
Or shout,
I’d scream for all I’m worth.
I mess up,
I freak out,
I have nervous ticks,
Sometimes I use cop-outs.
I worry too much,
Sometimes I overthink,
Sometimes I don’t think enough.
I should be more careful,
I should be more selfless,
I need to practice grace,
Be less worried about my face.
But all these things
Make me
Me.
And yeah,
I need to be more selfless,
I need to not be vain,
But I’m going to have my struggles,
And someday they’ll be my past,
But I have good qualities too,
And they’ll always be part of me.”